*~IM JUST A GIRL*~
Days have been messed up for me lately i dont know hwhats going on..Im starting to not enjoy life right now,. Things are getting terrible and hard for me to handle..But i guess i can only do the best i can...my whole weekend things were happening that were completely unexpected,..,, Such as i guess james got enough balls to call me..I think its cause Bre call him and told him i was going to do everything he feared i was ..Ohwell ..Then we talked for awhile.. then he wanted to come over.. At first i didnt wanna talk to him but then i did then i didnt wanna see his face but in the end i wanted to,... BAD SHAWNA BBBBBBBBADD'
I guess we had a good talk... He said everything i wanted to hear which scared me because well he probably saying all of that because he knew,..
Oh well we arnt together .. and were not going to be... So i dont know wether im really happy or really sad... I guess im right back where i started.. I wish he hadnt of called.. I was so happy.. I hated him... and i was happy... then he had to call and be all mature (or so I thought) and that well that night he ruined every arguement i had for hateing him... More confusing stuff..haha Only if you guys knew.. You would just tell me shut up shawna you know hes lieing... and well i dont know if i want to believe that even if its true. But I am kinda sick of not accepting the truth even when it is the truth.....
oh welll what can i do... Nothing so i might as well forget it or deal with it.. either way ...
IM JUST A GIRL... Thats all that you'll let me be....
** I'd also like to thank chris peck for staying with me this weekend... He made me happy :)
hahah I still kicked your ass chris i dont care...
I really love you and thanks for being there for me even if you didnt relize it,****** I Will do the same for you always,,.
I love you!!!..Can you tell me why alia was being a bitch?? haha
Had a fun time with kristi this weekend I love my girl!!
Thanks kris you really kick ass.... eewwww brandon guy....
hahahahha oooooooohwell Sing for me bitch
hahah the talented kristi babe...
Well i gotta go now kids..
HAve a nice night..
Someone right me comments please haha :)
Bet you have lots to say about this one
.............Or maybe not
Later Loves
Love Shawna xoxoxoxo
I guess we had a good talk... He said everything i wanted to hear which scared me because well he probably saying all of that because he knew,..
Oh well we arnt together .. and were not going to be... So i dont know wether im really happy or really sad... I guess im right back where i started.. I wish he hadnt of called.. I was so happy.. I hated him... and i was happy... then he had to call and be all mature (or so I thought) and that well that night he ruined every arguement i had for hateing him... More confusing stuff..haha Only if you guys knew.. You would just tell me shut up shawna you know hes lieing... and well i dont know if i want to believe that even if its true. But I am kinda sick of not accepting the truth even when it is the truth.....
oh welll what can i do... Nothing so i might as well forget it or deal with it.. either way ...
IM JUST A GIRL... Thats all that you'll let me be....
** I'd also like to thank chris peck for staying with me this weekend... He made me happy :)
hahah I still kicked your ass chris i dont care...
I really love you and thanks for being there for me even if you didnt relize it,****** I Will do the same for you always,,.
I love you!!!..Can you tell me why alia was being a bitch?? haha
Had a fun time with kristi this weekend I love my girl!!
Thanks kris you really kick ass.... eewwww brandon guy....
hahahahha oooooooohwell Sing for me bitch
hahah the talented kristi babe...
Well i gotta go now kids..
HAve a nice night..
Someone right me comments please haha :)
Bet you have lots to say about this one
.............Or maybe not
Later Loves
Love Shawna xoxoxoxo