May 17, 2004 17:20
I've been thinking a lot lately. And going throught some different emotional stuff. I'm fairly lonely and pretty homesick. I can't find any girls that it would work out for us to be close friends. They are either uh...lacking or have too many friends already. Sigh. Maybe someday I can find someone who at least comes close to all those ladies in Texas. Stupid country, why do you have to be so big? Why can't you be like Europe? Then everyone would only be a short train ride away...not 2 days away.
Maybe someday I will have friends that I've picked out again. I like Nick's friends...but it's nice to have your own too.