BECAUSE I WANT TO.

Mar 12, 2006 19:20

God for once it would be nice to just be the one who messed up and with a simple appology not have it held against me as a personality flaw.
I dont recall ever making a fuss about that time you screened calls and never showed up on my birthday weekend..but I'm the only flake to be seen. Or a small day trip to mexico like the old days but this time questioning "wheres shawna?"...but seeming to forget to inform me that this trip was even taking place..I'm still the flake whether I knew or not.
Sucks when all you want is an escape and how everyone talks about how everyone is flake but "not me" and then after 5 times of assuring reservations for some spring break fun...of course when the time comes "i have to get back to you."
Its crazy to me how two people could have just experienced the same ending of one chapter and the beginning of another together and know its been better, but when one progresses a lil furthur for their own security purposes...suddenly you seem to be so concerned for my feelings? In case you were wondering and if i must tell you again.. I'M OKAY. So what if I dont wanna get drunk tonight, so what if I dont even wanna go out and just stay home eating my fucking pasta and watching movies. Nothing has changed for me except that I just got a lil more happier for you. Asking only makes it worse.

time to study inventory. I'm money deprived, need to know my shit. GOODBYE rrrg!!
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