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Here's another one.
Floor is going good. Mentoring... I like my staff, I like my floor, I still don't like the job. Like everything else about this university, it's the administrative part that pisses me off. And I'm good at it. My AHD even told me I was good at it. Doesn't mean I don't dislike it.
Have homework to do and it's not even hard. As soon as I finish this.
Someone pointed out to me that I'd be less frustrated if I had fewer female friends. I am definately taking that advice to heart. I purged my buddy list and my phone, and I am kinda hoping some of these people don't IM me (hence getting their name added back on). And this is just prep. Come graduation, Many people will just be gone from my life. Many people should be. And currently, I don't have the luxury of deleting them.
I've had the thought many times that I should do (a), but it might not work so I should save first. But how do I save? Oh wait, this is real life, you only get one chance at everything. No screwing around to see what works. No random fun 'cause you know you can just do it over. Nope, only one chance. And I might be squandering it.
Changed my room around. Slept like a baby too. Either I balanced my chi, or sleeping by the window was as dumb as I should have known it was. My dvd drive randomly worked last night. I took the opportunity to upload about 15 CD's. Later I'm actually going to listen to them all and decide which songs are worth having on my ipod. That was a random stroke of luck.
Duty last night. Really quiet, one write up that took all of 2 minutes. Except, on duty 3 more times this week. primary each time. This is how you get screwed when you're not there to pick your own nights. Yay me. let's see... duty saturday, work sunday, duty monday, work tuesday, duty and exam wednesday, duty and exam and research participation and senior pictures thursday... yay.
It's a good thing I don't value my sanity because I think I'm losing it. I think I'd be happier if I was insane. I mean, then I wouldn't (dammit ctrl+u doesn't work) know all that's messed up with the world... with me, in fact. I'd just be blissfully ignorant. A burden on other people instead of them being a burden on me. But you know, I'm not. Insane, that is. Not completely.
Baten Kaitos is still consuming me. Wii comes out in a mere two weeks. Then I will be blissfully ignorant of the world, lost in the electronic nirvana of video games. Wow, a whole entry without me ranting? Or was this all a rant?
Floor is going good. Mentoring... I like my staff, I like my floor, I still don't like the job. Like everything else about this university, it's the administrative part that pisses me off. And I'm good at it. My AHD even told me I was good at it. Doesn't mean I don't dislike it.
Have homework to do and it's not even hard. As soon as I finish this.
Someone pointed out to me that I'd be less frustrated if I had fewer female friends. I am definately taking that advice to heart. I purged my buddy list and my phone, and I am kinda hoping some of these people don't IM me (hence getting their name added back on). And this is just prep. Come graduation, Many people will just be gone from my life. Many people should be. And currently, I don't have the luxury of deleting them.
I've had the thought many times that I should do (a), but it might not work so I should save first. But how do I save? Oh wait, this is real life, you only get one chance at everything. No screwing around to see what works. No random fun 'cause you know you can just do it over. Nope, only one chance. And I might be squandering it.
Changed my room around. Slept like a baby too. Either I balanced my chi, or sleeping by the window was as dumb as I should have known it was. My dvd drive randomly worked last night. I took the opportunity to upload about 15 CD's. Later I'm actually going to listen to them all and decide which songs are worth having on my ipod. That was a random stroke of luck.
Duty last night. Really quiet, one write up that took all of 2 minutes. Except, on duty 3 more times this week. primary each time. This is how you get screwed when you're not there to pick your own nights. Yay me. let's see... duty saturday, work sunday, duty monday, work tuesday, duty and exam wednesday, duty and exam and research participation and senior pictures thursday... yay.
It's a good thing I don't value my sanity because I think I'm losing it. I think I'd be happier if I was insane. I mean, then I wouldn't (dammit ctrl+u doesn't work) know all that's messed up with the world... with me, in fact. I'd just be blissfully ignorant. A burden on other people instead of them being a burden on me. But you know, I'm not. Insane, that is. Not completely.
Baten Kaitos is still consuming me. Wii comes out in a mere two weeks. Then I will be blissfully ignorant of the world, lost in the electronic nirvana of video games. Wow, a whole entry without me ranting? Or was this all a rant?