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im so fucking frustrated.... ive got no control over anything and its discouraging to say the least. im so glad... i used to bear grudges all the time. i learned to just shake it off, no matter how badly the words cut me. maybe thats the problem, it looks like im not taking anything to heart, so they just say more and more hurtfull words to me. it hurts real bad, but i still love you nonetheless. i just keep that in mind when you tear me down... it just hurts when you dont even take me seriously. you think im a joke. and god that hurts.
i wish you'd be more open to me and stop waiting until your ungodly pissed at me to talk with me.
i wish you'd be more open to me and stop waiting until your ungodly pissed at me to talk with me.