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yeah i went to church wednesday... and sunday... it made me think about God and my life again. i started analizing every single aspect of the services, every word they said... under clear, untainted "glasses." the way things are done should be changed.... i should like... take notes on my thoughts in church and write them down, so i can later meditate and study up on it. lexi and co. are so blatently not christian, but im glad they went to the nevertheless concert w/ me... i need to start thinking about my life, i swear. i live like this for too long. i definitly need an entire day just to sit and meditate on everything that's happen'd, and my future. it like ive been keeping myself busy for months and months nonstop. my mind is so scattered.