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[shawktherapyx]

you know that last entry? well... i think jinxed myself! like after that things were still all good for a while, and then it all fell apart! Caitlin & Sam were still there more then ever! They had become like my two best friends. I just started to hangout with them and i loved it they just made me feel like i oculd be me! I have never done that before! it just felt so good. My mom even made a comment after the weekend with them and said to me...you seem to be more like your self lately, you are just happier now. That was strange to hear. Then i was constantly hearing about nicole & krista and how krista liked this guy named Chad Swallows (haha sucks to have that last name!) and then he asked nicole out and she said no because krista liked him which i find pointless, like my thoughts about this is that if you like a guy and he doesnt like you it is a crush, and you cant change his feelings, and if he asks someone else out you should be happy for them! it is like basic! Then i went to the mall with krista and nicole and sully and katie and we had fun as usual and it was all good...then we met this realy cute guy named dj. i liked him. which was obvious and we were flirting and then he was walking with me to the doors casue we had to go because our ride was there. So he was like walking next to me and krista told me to move over casue she couldnt get a good view of him so i was like okay and then she decided to stand between me and him. Then he was like well i am gunna go to the club in november so i was like kay cool and we left it at the and then he was like what i dont get a hug? so i laughed and then i gave him a hug. So we got in the car and I said to nicoel that i think i like dj so she said it out loud as a joke and krista told me " haha well you better back off, he is my man!" and i was like okay fine w.e.! So... then she told nicole she could have chad. Then i was like all mad and i just went home and tried to forget about it. So we talked about how my mom wasnt gunna be home friday and that we should get together and she said okay then i called her friday after school and she was with krista and i heard her say shhh and krista yell in the backround and i was like okay? and she siad she was gunna chyll with chad and i was like w.e.? and then i foundout the next day at dance that she meet up with dj too! and i was like okay now im mad...cause i like him and krista is confused so if nicole brought chad and meet up with dj then nicole could have chad and krista could have dj...then i was like oaky this realy sucks and then i foundout that sully went too! SO THEY ALL DITCHED ME!
which realy sucks knowing that my "friends" yet alone best friends were the ones i least expected to do that to me! So now im kinda mad and i am not the kind of person to confront people like that so i have just been ignoring her and now i am talking to her but not talking about what happened. Caitlin keeps trying to get me to talk to her but it isnt gunna happen! I WONT! so that is about all the bad things that have gone wrong....no wait i lied...i also hurt my ancle! so now i am probably not gunna be dancing! RAWR! well yeah...so life sucks...but me and caitlin are having a vip party on saturday...the vip's are me her & sam...cause we are just that cool! ROFL! & caitlin thank you so so so so so much for helping me this weekend i love you and you are such an incredible friend! ♥