Jan 25, 2011 00:06
i can't ask that question because sonny well till our last
fight is adiment about loving me. but i can tell you the
moment when our course of a relationship divereged... he
had came that memorial day weekend to scout apartments, and
the week he went home to move here... we were on the right
track.. we'd talk till all hours of the night exploring
sexual feelings. and the desire of i can't wait for you to be
here friday... he had been talking to me all the way into
town and i was to meet him at blu's uncles apartment complex,
cinammon tree. so i took the bus there and that's the first
time i met blu. we checked into the hotel and sonny had been
complaining that he wasn't feeling well, so i had gotten
him some malox... after getting blu with his uncle he made
the descion that he was gonna go to urgent care, that our
plans will be on hold.. it was like 7 so there will be time
later.
well i dropped him off at the emergency room... he had given
me the task to put gas in the truck, get some dinner and than
come back. so i did. i got a dions salad.. but didn't get a
chance to eat it till the next day.
he had been admited and on IV and waiting for a CT SCAN, at
one point in the night of us sitting in this private room watching
movies they came in with this REALLY scary diagnosis...where he
was tearful and i held his hand... THESE ARENT THE FEELINGS WE
SHOULD HAVE ON A THIRD DATE. that was the day i our path went in
a different way. he had got released at three am, and i drove us
back to the hotel he held my hand all the way back.. i was emotionally
drained and he could tell.. he was sweet.. but things changed.
leftcoast