Can You Feel Her Burning Through Your Veins? She Will Always Live Forever..........
well lets see, nothing much has really happened since i last updated. well actually no im lying Concordia Awaits played a show at kristophs coffee, last weekend and i went to the comic strip yesterday not to mention all the stupid ass quizzes and shit i had to take for school. yeah but that really isnt the problem i guess, the show was awesome though no complaints there. well anyway lets get to the part were i now write about how im so damn fucking confused ha ha. but yeah im really confused right now, and its all due to my inability to read girls that i have feelings for. yes well see i have like the biggest crush on this girl, we are always flirting and everything but like i cannot read her. i know she got out of a long realationship months ago, this was before i met her which was hmmm maybe about 6 months ago, and yeah she still has feelings for her ex. how do i know this you ask? well some she sort of told me and the other i kind of found out through myspace, fucking myspace yeah...well anyway she had told me that she broke up with him, she really didnt say why. so a while ago she posted a blog on myspace with lyrics from a song which pretty much said, i still love you but you better move on, so i dunno this was maybe like 2-3 weeks ago. but recently like i dunno i feel like shes been paying a bit more attention to me. like last week she went to my show, and like i dunno but her parents are really strict so they werent gonna let her, but they eventually did because the only way she cold go was if she took her little bro and she did. i mean thats a good sign right? and like we were supposed to have a show this friday at the hookah bar but it got cancelled, and i found out that she was gonna go and even gonna take one of her friends which is a girl i might add ha ha. since we didnt have the show i ended up inviting her to go with me, gloria, zilthai, adrian, and natalie to the comic strip and she ended up going. i was surprised because she had to work yesterday night and didnt get off until 10, that plus as ive said before her parents are really strict. not only that but she had to drive all the way to the west side, just so she could go for an hour because she had to be home at 12:30 and the show didnt start until 11. so like i dunno but my friend gloria was saying that she has a gut feeling she likes me because of of how shes been acting but i dunno. but yeah im fucking confused...i guess im done peace out!