this is for the kids that go to the shows
one more year gone and it a great year. everyone hates this school but god how i love it. im so thankful i am here and not at flanagan.
later in the day i got to thinking and i really dont know how to feel right now. its like yea im gunna be a senior but before i know it this one last year will be gone...
i feel like i grew up to fast
i want to go back, back to my first year in middle school. i want to change the past, redo it all over again. there is so much shit i missed out on growing up throughout middle school and highschool. all the friends i made and all those i lost, and those who for just a moment our lives crossed and just as fast were gone. i want to erase all the heart ache that plagued these years. i want to rewrite all the letters and go through all the motions, and actually be able to look back and say "wow, im gunna miss those times."
but i guess this goes out to all my friends, to all the amazing people i have met and to those that have drifted away. to those who at one time i shared a bond with, and in that moment we could laugh.
this goes out to those who stuck by me and those who survived the test of time, as cruel as it may be. to those who canged for the better and to those who made a positive impact on my life.
this also goes out to those who feel stuck right now, like they are going nowhere. i have been there and it gets better.
this is the only year worth remembering, the only year that i was truely happy, that everything seemed to fall into place. i want so badly to change the past and to be close to those that drifted away. i want to make all the bad memories go away.
but i cant go back in time and things cant be changed.
but hey thats life isnt it?
yea it is and its a bitch.
i love you all so much and cherish these times now, make them the best days of your life because when you look back on them youll thank god that you could say you were happy.
one more year and one last try
whos commin with me ?