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sry i havn't updated in soo long but ive been soo occupied with work and trying to maintain a social life... i havn't been up to too much tho... mostly worried bout ppl i care for, maybe a lil too worried... l8ly i feel like i have to walk on eggshells around some of my friends for i fear that if i make any rong moves in any way their going to go off on me like a bomb... some other things ive been dealing with l8ly have to do with my emotions... things have been getting to me a lil too much l8ly, and im having problems keeping a level head and keeping my emotions in check... i know that kinda stuff makes me sound like a damn robot or something but thats just how i deal with things... instead of fully escaping from my probs like some ppl do i try my hardest to face them head on and the only way i know how to do soo is to lock away most my feelings, that way i can't get hurt so much, but at least i can keep a level head and take care of what needs to be done... but l8ly i can't... everything seems to be hitting me like a brick and im having a lot of truble picking myself back up when shit nocks me down... im not giving up tho... in all honesty i think i forgot how to really give up... but hay thats enough for now...