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So right now things just have not been so great for me. I missed school today because I didn't fall alseep until 3 in the morning and I knew I would not be able to make it through all of school including 2 1/2 hours of sitting in otech..that makes you tired alone, then coming home and having to go straight to work from 3:30-9. My counsoler called my mom and basically told her to call and drop me from enrollment. Since when do counsolers encourage you to drop out of school? Aren't they supposed to encourage you to stay in school. He's such an idiot, I don't want to drop out..I've just been sick and shit. Ass. He kept telling her to drop me from enrollment..but then he turns around and says I'd really like to talk to her because she's a good student and i want to talk her into staying and getting her diploma. Did I once say I wanted to drop out of school? No..I didn't. I love senior year so far, it's awesome and I love Otech. He asked if I had been going to otech which obviously I haven't because I've been home and he was like "i worked so hard on getting her in" blah blah blah. ok I love Otech and I would never drop it..it's just so far from my house, do you know how much gas my mom would have to waste taking me back and forth every time i miss school. she'd have to drive me allll the way there, come alll the way home, turn around 2 hours later and have to come allll the way back to otech to get me..then all the way home again. no, that's just stupid. I love otech and I'd love to go when I miss school, but i just can't. Especially since i have those hours I need to get and i really hope being sick didn't fuck me over on those because I have to miss 2 more days at the end of october for testing. So there's that.
I had to go to Panera today from 3:30-9 for orientation and this class from around 5-9. We got to try a lot of good food and make baggets. The manager told Rick that I'm really quiet and asked if I'm always like that lol. I'm just shy around new people that's all. Once you get to know me I talk a lot unless I'm really tired which I was. Even though I stayed home I still didn't get much sleep. I got a total of about 5 hours. Which is a decent amount but it still made me pretty tired. I have to work tomorrow and thursday from 3:30-10. usually we have to stay later than 10 to finish closing though which means i'm pretty much fucked for time to do make up work. i don't know what the hell i'm going to do since grades are due on friday. my counsoler said i might not even get to make up my work because "i missed too much" um..yeah my mom called me in for all of those days so fuck you i have every right to make up all of my work. i'm so pissed at him seriously, he's such a douche. I feel like i'm getting sicker and sicker, and having a job really isn't going to help. At least I have fri-mon off haha thank god for hc!
I had to go to Panera today from 3:30-9 for orientation and this class from around 5-9. We got to try a lot of good food and make baggets. The manager told Rick that I'm really quiet and asked if I'm always like that lol. I'm just shy around new people that's all. Once you get to know me I talk a lot unless I'm really tired which I was. Even though I stayed home I still didn't get much sleep. I got a total of about 5 hours. Which is a decent amount but it still made me pretty tired. I have to work tomorrow and thursday from 3:30-10. usually we have to stay later than 10 to finish closing though which means i'm pretty much fucked for time to do make up work. i don't know what the hell i'm going to do since grades are due on friday. my counsoler said i might not even get to make up my work because "i missed too much" um..yeah my mom called me in for all of those days so fuck you i have every right to make up all of my work. i'm so pissed at him seriously, he's such a douche. I feel like i'm getting sicker and sicker, and having a job really isn't going to help. At least I have fri-mon off haha thank god for hc!