Bad Dreams
Just woke up from another dream about someone trying to kill me. I don't remember all the details very well, but I'll see what I can throw together.. There was a random girl that was put in prison, and I remember hearing "she's going to come after you when she gets out. I was in a house similar to my house back in La Puente. I remember thinking that the dream was about this girl going after my sister at first, but somehow, between the course of the dream it became about me. I don't know if I was filling in her shoes or if the girl just decided to come after me. I remember it being a dark night and I think I was the only person present at the time. My house had a long hallway with my sister's room on the left, then, at the end of the hall, my room on the left and my parents' room on the right. When this part of the dream started, I was already in my parents' room looking, waiting for this person to come for me in my room. I had some sort of stick or something in my had because it was the only thing I could grab for some sort of self defense. I saw her silhouette with a knife going towards my room, and felt a surge of fear through my body. Before I could do anything, she turned to me, like she could feel my eyes on her. She furiously threw the knife at me, but missed. I think I threw the stick I was holding at her to serve as a distractions, then I rushed too the door and closed/locked it. This is when I woke up. I know there was more to this dream, but I can't remember anything else. This is the second dream I remember having in a span of 6 months or so, and they were both about somebody trying to kill me after they got in trouble for something. They both seemed to be seeking revenge for getting them in trouble. The first one was a person I knew doing it because the angry person was making them. That dream ended with a guy coming around a corner, saying "I'm sorry" in tears and shooting me. I'm kind of frustrated that these are the only dreams I seem to remember.
I am a firm believer in all dreams having some sort of tie to your subconscious. It makes sense to me, because the subject matter has to come from somewhere. I always feel victimized in these dreams, because I always did the right thing. I think I may have a subconscious fear of my own honesty. I've often said that I am "way too honest," so that could possibly be what these dreams are about. I kind of have an idea of what these dreams may be, but that's as close to explaining it as I can get. I don't enjoy waking up with my heart pounding in terror. I want these to go away, but also have a part of me that wants them to keep happening so I can pick them apart and figure out exactly what they mean. Yeah, I contradict myself. Mreh...
I am a firm believer in all dreams having some sort of tie to your subconscious. It makes sense to me, because the subject matter has to come from somewhere. I always feel victimized in these dreams, because I always did the right thing. I think I may have a subconscious fear of my own honesty. I've often said that I am "way too honest," so that could possibly be what these dreams are about. I kind of have an idea of what these dreams may be, but that's as close to explaining it as I can get. I don't enjoy waking up with my heart pounding in terror. I want these to go away, but also have a part of me that wants them to keep happening so I can pick them apart and figure out exactly what they mean. Yeah, I contradict myself. Mreh...