What a fucking asshole!!!

[shaunamhs2003]

Last night I had possibly the shortest conversation with what I thought was the man I wanted to be with now; Sam. But he apparently didn't, he fucking brushed me off like I was nothing. This is our much anticipated conversation:
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
so, what you can't talk now or what?
Sam says:
hey!
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
now you notice i'm here
Sam says:
hehe
Sam says:
I was watching TV
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
uh huh
Sam says:
and falling asleep
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
of course, why didn't i think of that
Sam says:
hehe
Sam says:
I
Sam says:
I'll just go to sleep
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
ok
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
whatever
Sam says:
gnite babe. Love ya
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
ok
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
bye
Sam says:
bye
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
nice long chat...nice to see ya again
Sam says:
I am sorry sweetie
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
ok
Sam says:
I am really tired and sleepy
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
uh huh...ok
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
bye
Sam says:
I am still a little jetlagged
Sam says:
hugs
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
ok
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
yeah
Sam says:
I'll catch up with you this weekend
Sam says:
g'nite babe
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
oooooooook
[:::_Poison_:::] I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name says:
bye

I haven't talked to you in WEEKS...You were in fucking Europe for only god knows how long and that's all you fucking say to me...WTF!!!...I missed you for weeks and that's all...WHAT THE FUCK????????...whatever..."oh i'll catch up with you this weekend"...whatever....you might not...i just might ignore you just for being a fucking ass like you were tonight...i waited all fucking night just to talk to you and that's all i get...thank a fucking bunch SAM! I can't believe I was actually going to tell you tonight that I was beginning to have feelings for you but now I'm not going to because what you did tonight really hurt. I'm about to start crying; I wanted to talk to you so bad but you just brushed me off like it was nothing; thanks for making me feel so special; WHICH YOU SUCK AT BY THE WAY....GOODBYE....FOREVER!!!