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don't you just wish that you could write your actual journal in here. i mean no one ever rarely writes what they really want to or what they are truley feeling...afraid that someone will read it and it's bout them or the fear of who might leave you a comment. well i'm not really afraid to write what i want so here it goes...
well some things with my family aren't all that great. havnt talked to emily in a while but i dunno wuts goin on with her...last time i checked something was going on that scared me but i dunno. kelsey and me are fine but i feel like shes always so busy. never wanting to talk or at least explain wut is goin on in her life or how it's effecting me to see her hurting like this. then my sister she rarely tells me anything that goes on in her life but lately we've been okay i would have to say. i like her being with him...it makes her less moody...somedays.
dear friends. i havn't hung out with any of you in a while and i know its not my fault. no one calls anymore and if you keep complaining about never hanging out well...it's not my fault. i'm sorry but i'm tired of making it my fault or not doing the riite thing well i'm giving up on blaming myself. i don't care anymore. if you wanna hang out call me i'm not gonna call you.
and my other friend needs to not be so obsessive over things so easily. i mean she gets attached and i tell her not to cuz if something happens its gonna hurt and i hate seeing her hurt since she's normally pissed off so its nice to see her smile a lot. i dunno boys are stupid and they always hurt her. i wish that she could find someone to be happy with then i would be happy.
k i'm done ranting.so i'm pretty pissed riite now. sorry. don't read if you don't want to its kinda lame anyway. bye
well some things with my family aren't all that great. havnt talked to emily in a while but i dunno wuts goin on with her...last time i checked something was going on that scared me but i dunno. kelsey and me are fine but i feel like shes always so busy. never wanting to talk or at least explain wut is goin on in her life or how it's effecting me to see her hurting like this. then my sister she rarely tells me anything that goes on in her life but lately we've been okay i would have to say. i like her being with him...it makes her less moody...somedays.
dear friends. i havn't hung out with any of you in a while and i know its not my fault. no one calls anymore and if you keep complaining about never hanging out well...it's not my fault. i'm sorry but i'm tired of making it my fault or not doing the riite thing well i'm giving up on blaming myself. i don't care anymore. if you wanna hang out call me i'm not gonna call you.
and my other friend needs to not be so obsessive over things so easily. i mean she gets attached and i tell her not to cuz if something happens its gonna hurt and i hate seeing her hurt since she's normally pissed off so its nice to see her smile a lot. i dunno boys are stupid and they always hurt her. i wish that she could find someone to be happy with then i would be happy.
k i'm done ranting.so i'm pretty pissed riite now. sorry. don't read if you don't want to its kinda lame anyway. bye