when you drive away, don't look back

[shattyrdxhopes]

its gonna be so fucking weird to be in albany
partying with people i barely know instead of partying with my best friends in my basement or santiagos apartment
i mean i have to and its gonna be fucking sick but just saying its gonna be weird

im kind of more nervous then i was before because since im coming in mid semester in rooming with a girl who has already been there
she already knows who everyone is and where everything is
and im coming in all brand new completely oblivious to everything
ughhh i hope they like me
like what if they look at me or get to know me and are like "yo this girl is fucking annoying"

jkefbfkusbhdfuulfbadnw.gvbrkq. why do i always think this way
why do i always put myself down?
i dont knowwwww

okayokayokay
new years resolution:
i have to find a boy to atleast date for a period of time
even if i end up breakin up with him or if he ends up breakin up with me
i need an actual bf
my last actual bf was kevin moy
do you know how long ago that was??????
yeah fucking 3 years!

fuck this
im getting a boy in albany
and im gonna make tons of friends
but im never gonna lose the ones i have now

lol
im done
im kind of drunk so ha.lol