i stole this from kelly, who obviously thinks she's black because she stole it from Karla!!
Meme thing I stole from Kelly who stole from Karla.
ENJOY BITCHES!!
GREATNESS :
What were your childhood dreams, your current dreams?
I used to want to be the first female firefighter. :| But then I found out there were female firefighters. :(! So I didn't know what I wanted to be all through until 3rd Grade, when I decided I wanted to be in a female pop group. Realizing I couldn't sing for shit, I decided in 9th Grade I wanted to be a manga artist. THEN I REALIZED EVERYBODY WHO LIKED ANIME WANTED TO BE A MANGA ARTIST. So in 11th grade, having Ms. Ortiz and Mr. Romo, I decided I wanted to be a teacher. :3 And that's how it's been ever since.
Do you want to make a difference in lives or would you prefer remaining an observer?
I want to make a difference in children's lives. Not really anybody elses. XD I think children are so cute, and adorable and I think aren't as stupid or naive as people like to think. They feel things, and think things, and believe things and ask questions. I would know, I was one. And I take that into consideration when I think about teaching.
Is greatness for you making a big impact, a name of yourself?
I think greatness is something you can achieve, but I think I'd want that through myself and dgaf if anybody else thinks I am great.
Or is it through small & tall humanitarian actions that betters what surrounds you?
I don't think so. I just want to be awesome to myself. :| And...who ever is paying me so they pay me more money.
PERSONALITY FAULTS:
What do you feel is your greatest personality fault?
I make my friends angry or push them away to see how much they actually care about me, and that's probably the worst one. I have a horrible temper and an attitude. I am fickle and change my mind a lot. I get bored easily. I am stubborn and like things my way. I think I am right all the time. I am extremely competitive and I don't like to lose. Hahaha, these are all things John has told me. :|
How does it hold you back in life?
I tend to ruin friendships and relationships with the way I act. I found two people that are willing to put up with all my bullshit. Which are John and Kelly, who don't let me get away with my faults. Whenever I push Kelly away, she pushes right back and demands I change my mind and whenever I do that to John, he allows me to until I realize I made my mistake. I think it keeps me from having as many friends as I want.
Are you trying to control it, or have you accepted it as a part of you?
Well, I push people away because I am never sure how people feel about me. I dislike when to my face people say I'm their best friend, and then turn around and say mean things about me. If you were my friend and had a problem, say it to my face. :| You know, so I could fix it so you don't have to go and tell everybody else about it. D8 So I do it as a reassurance method so I know who's really sticking with me and who is not. I tested a bunch of people, and that's why I only have less then 10 friends now. :| But they're all good people, who I know care about me. And you other faggots can go suck it.
TALENT:
What is your greatest talent?
Being awesome. I honestly don't know. :| I personally don't think I have any great talents. I guess John says I am good at sexy time? XDDD
Or if you could have any skill [singing, instruments, sports, intelligence] what would it be?
Singing or playing piano. I think they're both such beautiful talents that I wish I had. D8 But I am such epic fail.
& what would you use it for?
So John and I could start our indie band "The Biggest Bosses You've Seen Thus Far". Ohhellz yeah.
RELATIONSHIPS:
Do you feel that you've forged friendships that will last a lifetime?
I don't know if they'll last a lifetime, but I know I'll always keep those people who have touched me really close. Even if we ended on good notes at the time, doesn't mean we won't meet up again later in life. Or even those people I didn't like anymore, could be amazing people later. I miss a lot of the friends I have lost, like Maria and Sammy and Alicia, but I also have friends I just don't talk to out of being busy and stuff like Juan and Carrie, who I still love very much and they love me too, it's just hard because we're too busy now. I accept that stuff, but who knows, maybe in a few months, I'll hang out with Juan and Carrie again, and who knows in a few years, Alicia and I end up being friends again. You never know. :3
With unforgettable memories?
I have some of the best memories evar. :| With some of the best people at the time. XD And as much as they dislike me or whatever for whatever reasons, I know they still think about it too~ unless they are total heartless cunts. :|
Going beyond shared interests to a deeper state of loving them as a person?
I think the only person I have ever reached that deeper state with is John. In the big wide world of interests, we don't have a LOT in common, but we do have some things. We both enjoy music, but different tastes, we both enjoy movies, but different types, we both love video games, even though we want to kill each other over them. I truly love him as a person, for everything that he is, good and bad. It takes me a long time to get that close with people, because I want to feel comfortable with it, but with John it was just effortless. I loves him very much, every little bit. ;3;~
If you haven't, are you ready to start?
I would like to with some people. It's most their guard being up. Kelly is up next though. >:|!!
ENJOY BITCHES!!
GREATNESS :
What were your childhood dreams, your current dreams?
I used to want to be the first female firefighter. :| But then I found out there were female firefighters. :(! So I didn't know what I wanted to be all through until 3rd Grade, when I decided I wanted to be in a female pop group. Realizing I couldn't sing for shit, I decided in 9th Grade I wanted to be a manga artist. THEN I REALIZED EVERYBODY WHO LIKED ANIME WANTED TO BE A MANGA ARTIST. So in 11th grade, having Ms. Ortiz and Mr. Romo, I decided I wanted to be a teacher. :3 And that's how it's been ever since.
Do you want to make a difference in lives or would you prefer remaining an observer?
I want to make a difference in children's lives. Not really anybody elses. XD I think children are so cute, and adorable and I think aren't as stupid or naive as people like to think. They feel things, and think things, and believe things and ask questions. I would know, I was one. And I take that into consideration when I think about teaching.
Is greatness for you making a big impact, a name of yourself?
I think greatness is something you can achieve, but I think I'd want that through myself and dgaf if anybody else thinks I am great.
Or is it through small & tall humanitarian actions that betters what surrounds you?
I don't think so. I just want to be awesome to myself. :| And...who ever is paying me so they pay me more money.
PERSONALITY FAULTS:
What do you feel is your greatest personality fault?
I make my friends angry or push them away to see how much they actually care about me, and that's probably the worst one. I have a horrible temper and an attitude. I am fickle and change my mind a lot. I get bored easily. I am stubborn and like things my way. I think I am right all the time. I am extremely competitive and I don't like to lose. Hahaha, these are all things John has told me. :|
How does it hold you back in life?
I tend to ruin friendships and relationships with the way I act. I found two people that are willing to put up with all my bullshit. Which are John and Kelly, who don't let me get away with my faults. Whenever I push Kelly away, she pushes right back and demands I change my mind and whenever I do that to John, he allows me to until I realize I made my mistake. I think it keeps me from having as many friends as I want.
Are you trying to control it, or have you accepted it as a part of you?
Well, I push people away because I am never sure how people feel about me. I dislike when to my face people say I'm their best friend, and then turn around and say mean things about me. If you were my friend and had a problem, say it to my face. :| You know, so I could fix it so you don't have to go and tell everybody else about it. D8 So I do it as a reassurance method so I know who's really sticking with me and who is not. I tested a bunch of people, and that's why I only have less then 10 friends now. :| But they're all good people, who I know care about me. And you other faggots can go suck it.
TALENT:
What is your greatest talent?
Being awesome. I honestly don't know. :| I personally don't think I have any great talents. I guess John says I am good at sexy time? XDDD
Or if you could have any skill [singing, instruments, sports, intelligence] what would it be?
Singing or playing piano. I think they're both such beautiful talents that I wish I had. D8 But I am such epic fail.
& what would you use it for?
So John and I could start our indie band "The Biggest Bosses You've Seen Thus Far". Ohhellz yeah.
RELATIONSHIPS:
Do you feel that you've forged friendships that will last a lifetime?
I don't know if they'll last a lifetime, but I know I'll always keep those people who have touched me really close. Even if we ended on good notes at the time, doesn't mean we won't meet up again later in life. Or even those people I didn't like anymore, could be amazing people later. I miss a lot of the friends I have lost, like Maria and Sammy and Alicia, but I also have friends I just don't talk to out of being busy and stuff like Juan and Carrie, who I still love very much and they love me too, it's just hard because we're too busy now. I accept that stuff, but who knows, maybe in a few months, I'll hang out with Juan and Carrie again, and who knows in a few years, Alicia and I end up being friends again. You never know. :3
With unforgettable memories?
I have some of the best memories evar. :| With some of the best people at the time. XD And as much as they dislike me or whatever for whatever reasons, I know they still think about it too~ unless they are total heartless cunts. :|
Going beyond shared interests to a deeper state of loving them as a person?
I think the only person I have ever reached that deeper state with is John. In the big wide world of interests, we don't have a LOT in common, but we do have some things. We both enjoy music, but different tastes, we both enjoy movies, but different types, we both love video games, even though we want to kill each other over them. I truly love him as a person, for everything that he is, good and bad. It takes me a long time to get that close with people, because I want to feel comfortable with it, but with John it was just effortless. I loves him very much, every little bit. ;3;~
If you haven't, are you ready to start?
I would like to with some people. It's most their guard being up. Kelly is up next though. >:|!!