oh how i love people........
The past fews days have been amazingly awesome. i love people. i have laughed and smiled countless times.
I really love my friends and wouldnt change them for anything. i especially love sam, liz, trista, marissa, and steph. i missed alot of people.
it's good being carefree.
I can honestly say everything is going to be super okay and actually mean it for once.
i smiled through tears and promised to never cry over moments like that again. youre not erased just put on hold in a deserted spot. which is pretty damn good where you belong. it wasnt healthy.
i'm amazed at myself.
i dont know i'm just excited for things. i'm not quite sure what, but maybe something crazy will happen and it will blow my mind.
simply put you dont tell someone you should just get the fuck over it and move on. i know people move on. thats a given. but it takes others longer. as for me i take a little time to recover i dont just get up and say oh here comes someone lets pick them up although it would probly have been easier but not really fair to anyone. i tried it, wasnt going to work. i'm different just like everyone else. i'm getting over it though but its not like magic it just doesnt disapear in an instant even magic falls down. i will always miss the certain people in my life there is no doubt about that. it just takes time.
if i know this person like i thought i did i'm sure to be scared of a few things.
there will be no more crying and lots of laughter till my stomache feels like it is about to fall off.
i understand. i always did. i just didnt want my brain to believe it. so i will snap you away for the sake of living. it was good while it lasted and better things can only come from shit like this. and then life goes on whether we want it to or not. it all serves a purpose in some way. plus i'm young and i'm going to college. there is bound to be some amazing good looking boys around especially out of maine.
things are good. i like my life a fucking lot.
work is good. i like it. i'm sure i'll get sick of it soon because well its work and the same old things. well Tim hortons can get pretty crazy it depends on your definition of crazy though. i like filling the napkin despensers haha go figure i would like something like that.
spirit week on monday. guess who is pumped?!? yeah. me and its pajama day the first fracking day. how glorious is that. except i have to work but not till 5. but i still have play practice and they are taking books away. not a problem i know my lines. i think.
i dont really like this play as much as last years.But i believe its going to be put together much better.
SATS went horribly and i'm scared. i seriously hate those things.
my guidence counseler freaked me out way more than needed. but i'll manage i always do.
i'm just really happpy for some reason. i love it.
i watched some weird movie yesterday it hurt my head. it was a good movie though. just sort of depressing.oh and ridiculous in many ways.
harry potter is coming out soon. i love him.
halloween is coming as well and that really excites me.
well i'm done. because i'm really happy and i feel like watching a comedy. i really can not stop smiling and im not sure why. but it feels nice.
I really love my friends and wouldnt change them for anything. i especially love sam, liz, trista, marissa, and steph. i missed alot of people.
it's good being carefree.
I can honestly say everything is going to be super okay and actually mean it for once.
i smiled through tears and promised to never cry over moments like that again. youre not erased just put on hold in a deserted spot. which is pretty damn good where you belong. it wasnt healthy.
i'm amazed at myself.
i dont know i'm just excited for things. i'm not quite sure what, but maybe something crazy will happen and it will blow my mind.
simply put you dont tell someone you should just get the fuck over it and move on. i know people move on. thats a given. but it takes others longer. as for me i take a little time to recover i dont just get up and say oh here comes someone lets pick them up although it would probly have been easier but not really fair to anyone. i tried it, wasnt going to work. i'm different just like everyone else. i'm getting over it though but its not like magic it just doesnt disapear in an instant even magic falls down. i will always miss the certain people in my life there is no doubt about that. it just takes time.
if i know this person like i thought i did i'm sure to be scared of a few things.
there will be no more crying and lots of laughter till my stomache feels like it is about to fall off.
i understand. i always did. i just didnt want my brain to believe it. so i will snap you away for the sake of living. it was good while it lasted and better things can only come from shit like this. and then life goes on whether we want it to or not. it all serves a purpose in some way. plus i'm young and i'm going to college. there is bound to be some amazing good looking boys around especially out of maine.
things are good. i like my life a fucking lot.
work is good. i like it. i'm sure i'll get sick of it soon because well its work and the same old things. well Tim hortons can get pretty crazy it depends on your definition of crazy though. i like filling the napkin despensers haha go figure i would like something like that.
spirit week on monday. guess who is pumped?!? yeah. me and its pajama day the first fracking day. how glorious is that. except i have to work but not till 5. but i still have play practice and they are taking books away. not a problem i know my lines. i think.
i dont really like this play as much as last years.But i believe its going to be put together much better.
SATS went horribly and i'm scared. i seriously hate those things.
my guidence counseler freaked me out way more than needed. but i'll manage i always do.
i'm just really happpy for some reason. i love it.
i watched some weird movie yesterday it hurt my head. it was a good movie though. just sort of depressing.oh and ridiculous in many ways.
harry potter is coming out soon. i love him.
halloween is coming as well and that really excites me.
well i'm done. because i'm really happy and i feel like watching a comedy. i really can not stop smiling and im not sure why. but it feels nice.