Hello! I'm a selfish brat!!

Jun 24, 2010 07:27

Hey All!!

I apologize in advance if this is long.....I have yet to figure out how to do a cut.....

I can only rant about this because the person I'm about to rant about doesn't have a LJ......

Ok so as many of you know, I'm a big girl......I know this and I've been working hard to change that.......my roommate and I went to the first Supernatural Con in LA back in 2008......and I hated how big I looked in the photo ops!  So I kinda started to change my diet.....

Fast forward to the end of 2009......Con tickets go on sale in September for the Supernatural 2010 and I joined Weight Watchers that same weekend and started working out like a mother!

By the time the LA Con came around, I was 40 pounds lighter and LOVED my J2 op and my Jared ops!!  So liking the way I feel, I keep going......when the AWESOME Brenee....aka MayDayWoman tells me we're going to the 2011 Con and we're going Gold!!

Hells yes!!! So I get back on the Weight Watchers bandwagon, and started running everyday!!

My goal is to lose 50 more by February......I've already lost like 10 since March and I'm still going strong.....I bought my photo ops.....a Jensen, a Jared and a J2....then for added motivation, I bought an extra J2......hell, if I don't lose those 50 by Feb, I'm selling the op....you heard me....if that's not incentive not to drop 50 pounds, I don't know what is.......

So my roommate finds out I have an "extra" J2, and is all "They sold out of the J2's, and I just got a Jensen.....so I think we should do a J2 together so we can compare how we used to look back then with now...."  Ummm.......how's about "No?"  I know I look a trillion times better than I first did.....and I'll hopefully look even better next year!

Yes, I know I might be a selfish brat, but I've been working my ass off......literally.....and then she snarks back with "Well that's why there's no more ops left....people like you who by more than one and are selfish"  Fuck yes I'm selfish!!  I honestly don't think I've ever worked this hard for anything in my life!!! I haven't been running three damn miles a day for nothing!!  And I'm sorry if she didn't budget correctly to get herself a J2 op.....I did....I factored in the amount I would need, plus the amount going to Brenee.......and yea, there might be a few days of ramen here and there, but I knew what I was in for!

Ok, I just needed to get that off my chest.......thank you all for listening!!!!

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