im bouncin off the walls
I took a nap this afternoon and now im restless and dont see sleep anywhere in my future. I had a dream sean from TAF, his gf, one of her friends, erin, and I were in my kitchen. His gf was eating all my hershey kisses and he was telling her not to. I didnt care because erin gave me a giant bag of them for my birthday. Some random song started playing and sean started drumming along to it on marching band drums like tommy lee played on his tv show. My mom woke me up and it turns out he was drumming along to the song on direct effect that was on tv. I need to stop wasting my afternoons and sleeping all the time. Why cant I do something like go running or do homework... because im lazy. I didn't do any of my homework for tonight, I keep telling myself that I will do it in class tomorrow, but some conversation im sure will be more intresting. The one homework I did do was for music and society. we had to find a song that had lyrics you thought meant one thing but then one line completly changed the meaning of the song. I picked Papercuts by gym class heroes. my other option was katie w. by fenix tx only because they flip between the two girls, but papercuts was better. I am excited to see what everyone thinks when I come in playing rap-ish music. Against Me is on wends, and no one can/will go with me. rebecca offered but I dont want to drag her since she doesnt know any of their music and the crowd will probally scare her. haha. coffee house auditions are also wends, and im helping judge. I have like half (meaning 2) of the pac sun staff trying out. tony and kevin. tonys band didnt sound so good, but mainly because the recording was crap. kevins band is crazy catchy and lovely. im pretty excited. nothing else has been planned really, so I have no idea how its going to turn out, but whatever. as long as the music is good, and no guy comes singing about going to the libary while its snowing, everything will turn out well. kelsey is being all cute and likes some pot head at her school and has managed to get him to stop smoking and all this other stuff in a matter of weeks, im excited to see if he actually keeps it up. I never have my own relationships, so I just know everything about everyone elses. I would change that but I dont like people that are attainable. I will only go after someone if they dont know I exist/hate me/think im some crazy stalker.... and I have no idea why. haha. ummmm I need to get out of this house, kiki and I were kinda joking around about getting an apartment next year or something, it keeps looking better and better. Mom and dad still are trying to tell me I cant go to concerts on school nights. UHHH a. it doesnt affect school that much, I sleep in class anyways b. even if it does im not ms amazing scholar student that is applying to harvard. so it doesnt matter. and they have nothing major to yell at me for so I get lectured about having to many towels in my room or not being home. like anyone else my age is home more than me. all I do is sit at home on the computer. and if I am out its probally working. I havent been to a concert in months and kelsey and I usually come here to hang out. so whatever. im chosing to ignore them from now on because I dont do anything majorly bad, I have to be a burden somehow. For my birthday I got lots of balloons, a milkshake, a few calls/txts, a giant poster, chocolate, a stuffed animal from friends. ahh it made me so much happier than like cds or whatever could have. My parents bought me a new digital camera I am learing how to work and my mom is taking me shopping at delias or something. if im ever not working on a weekend. I think ive gotten out all my ranting/thoughts and some of my hyperness. if you actually read all that I applaud you because it probally didnt make sense.