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I hate THIS. I would come home from school, take a nap, eat, then go back to bed... only to wake up and repeat it the next day.
Now I feel guilty. I also blame having the car. Im not at home to walk the dog, do any chores, and im constantly spending tons of money. barn and school and work and attempting to have friends.... my goal is to avoid the "you need to be a contributing part of this family" speech.... I hate that one. I see it comming in the near future because the car is low on gas and I only have $4, I have been at shows every weekend, the house is trashed with alot of my junk, etc, etc, etc.. Here is the nasty vicious cycle. I need to work to have a car, but now because of work I will never have time to go anywhere I want to. I do working student because riding once a week is not enough, but its like a second job and it makes it hard to get hours. The only place there is room to give is the time I spend at home. My parents will soon be saying how im never home and im always out doing stuff, but most of it is school/work/working student related and isnt fun. I don't want to say it isnt by choice because no one is making me do working student or have a car, but its necessary evils. I think they would call this a budget. I guess this is growing up....
Now I feel guilty. I also blame having the car. Im not at home to walk the dog, do any chores, and im constantly spending tons of money. barn and school and work and attempting to have friends.... my goal is to avoid the "you need to be a contributing part of this family" speech.... I hate that one. I see it comming in the near future because the car is low on gas and I only have $4, I have been at shows every weekend, the house is trashed with alot of my junk, etc, etc, etc.. Here is the nasty vicious cycle. I need to work to have a car, but now because of work I will never have time to go anywhere I want to. I do working student because riding once a week is not enough, but its like a second job and it makes it hard to get hours. The only place there is room to give is the time I spend at home. My parents will soon be saying how im never home and im always out doing stuff, but most of it is school/work/working student related and isnt fun. I don't want to say it isnt by choice because no one is making me do working student or have a car, but its necessary evils. I think they would call this a budget. I guess this is growing up....