I dont know what I'm feeling, but I dont like it.
Why do I have to be such a hypocrite? I could sit here and reprimand my...lets just call her Valerie, when I went through the same thing. Except, I didnt start so young. But, thats not supposed to make me feel any different about it, is it? I mean, either way, its wrong, right? Im so scared for her..
This is the first time i've felt the want to get fucked up this bad in a long time. Ive got the urge... I was doing laundry and i brainstormed, "whats in my house that i could take to get fucked up on?" I havent had those thoughts in a long time.
I feel anxious, and shaky.
Come steal me away.
This is the first time i've felt the want to get fucked up this bad in a long time. Ive got the urge... I was doing laundry and i brainstormed, "whats in my house that i could take to get fucked up on?" I havent had those thoughts in a long time.
I feel anxious, and shaky.
Come steal me away.