Jul 23, 2004 16:05
"So yeah, I've been dating Ashley for 4 days now. and wow, all i have to say is amazing. Being around her, kissing her, talking to her, looking into her eyes, touching her.... it's all just... amazing. Today was the hang out and meet the parents day for us. it all went pretty well. When i'm with her i never want to leave. It's like a fucking addiction. when i kiss her, time stops and nothing else matters. I can already see myself falling for her. and i like it... a lot. I know it's only been 4 days, but it feels like so much longer. we have this connection..... it's, blah, it's all so hard to explain. like, being around her is comforting, like it's where i'm supposed to be or something. everything flows naturally, everything fits. Leaving her house today was one of the hardest things i've had to do in a long time. I just wanted to say there with her forever.... with her in my arms. She seems to feel the same way. we've both had our problems with relationships in the past. but we seem to both be really good for each other. I know it's only been a few days, but i don't think her walking in to my store that one time, and her finding my journal were coincidence. I have really high hopes for her.... for us. and i love it." -MistaMeef =)
.. I couldnt have said it better. <333333 This is the first time I've ever dated a guy like him, its exactly what Ive wanted. Like he said, weve only been dating for 4 days, but it feels like soooo much longer than that. Im hooked on him. And I, too, am falling for him. I have to admit, I'm scared shitless. Scared of going through another heartbreak, scared of love in general. But, not only is love the scariest thing out there, but its the most wondeful too, and I'm willing to accept it with open arms.
Anyways, im in the car with Ronnie!! =D =D =D We're on our way to Orlando for the UCF orientation. Should be fun... see what its all about and what not. We're gonna room together...if she has a problem with that, ill have to knock some sense into her.
Monday=fun times with NATALY (<333), Ronnie, and Matt. Matt.. get yourself prepared for that. You never know what those two are gonna do...