And Now It Seems That I, Without Your Eyes Could Never Be...
I'm not ready to wake up alone...
But what can I do...?
There's nothing I can do, he's already left...
It never stops hurting. Every time. Even knowing I'll see him in four months for two weeks at Christmas, then another two months apart, a week together for my birthday, then two more months until I come to his grad. Then he gets the apartment, I see him every few weeks, we have the wedding, and that's it. No more back and forth...
So why does this cut me so deeply?
It was beautiful out, then suddenly as the bus drew closer, the sky turned black, and it stormed harder than I've ever seen as he pulled away from me... Cars were hyrdoplaning and the streets were flooded to get home. And yet, I walked in and it stopped storming, and it's beautiful again...
Heh, I guess the powers that be were weeping because we can't cry about this right now...
Please be safe... 29 hours is too long on a bus... I love you, just... Be safe...
But what can I do...?
There's nothing I can do, he's already left...
It never stops hurting. Every time. Even knowing I'll see him in four months for two weeks at Christmas, then another two months apart, a week together for my birthday, then two more months until I come to his grad. Then he gets the apartment, I see him every few weeks, we have the wedding, and that's it. No more back and forth...
So why does this cut me so deeply?
It was beautiful out, then suddenly as the bus drew closer, the sky turned black, and it stormed harder than I've ever seen as he pulled away from me... Cars were hyrdoplaning and the streets were flooded to get home. And yet, I walked in and it stopped storming, and it's beautiful again...
Heh, I guess the powers that be were weeping because we can't cry about this right now...
Please be safe... 29 hours is too long on a bus... I love you, just... Be safe...