Oct 27, 2004 19:56
im finding im either is a super great mood or an extremely depressed mood. and flipping back and fourth is tiring. a permanent headache doesnt help either.
so another thing to add to the plate. jenn slept over at kyles (whos grade 12 or something..and we're in grade 10) and they did stuff. if you catch my drift. i had noticed she had kept her hand on her stomache all day, and jessica said she was worried about being pregnant...even though kyle had only fingered her (urgh yes i know, too many details). maddison and i had a discussion, and we're sure she went further...because if she didnt she wouldnt need to worry.
im getting so sick and tired of more and more things happening. seriously. its like a new thing everyday. and im trying desperately not to cut again (if i can be proud of anything, i can be proud of resisting). but 'is it ever going to end' is constantly going through my mind.