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yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. it was kims last day of school. 3 and 4 period was actually pretty good. we had a party and i didnt cry. and me and kim played our karaoke tape. haha. but then at lunch i lost it. i was crying so hard me and kim had to go off to the bathroom. and we stayed there all period just hugging and crying together. it was so sad and we were talking to each other like she was dying or something. i was crying like a baby and my face was all red. i finally stopped when we went back to the cafeteria and rachael pushed cake into kims face. hahaha. that was like the only time i smiled that whole day. then on the way home i burst into tears again and cried all night. thats how close me and kim are. why does MY best friend have to move? why the greatest person ive ever met in my life? and ever if we did visit each other..it would probably be like once a year. its never going to be the same. im so miserable and depressed over this. i dont know how im going to live. last night i was seriousely ready to committ suicide..my life is going nowhere. and its not just cause of kim..but other things too. yeah im going to get dehydrated from crying so much =/
i love all my friends who helped me realize i still have you<3
i love all my friends who helped me realize i still have you<3