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I'm here again. And I'm am quite a bit scared. I know that I will have to pay for the things that I have done, some which I regret and some which I do not. I know, with certain people, every move I make will be dissected and torn apart to make me look like the arrogant bitch they want me to be. I guess I am not allowed to feel pain, so I will attempt to show none. I wish that people wouldn't be angry with me for the mistakes I make. I am, after all, only human. I think I will be seeing him tonight or tomorrow. I hope he isn't mad at me, but I know his friends will be. I don't really care about his friends. But please, please God don't let him be mad at me. I will be at breaking point already, this moment will be tense enough already, without him being angry with me. I'm heading to the pool now with Grandma. Then I'm coming back here and finishing (haha) doing my homework. If I had started my homework yesterday right when I left school, and did it nonstop until I went to sleep monday night, I still wouldn't have it all done. Time to go.