May 06, 2007 00:06
i can't have a mental breakdown before the end of this semester.
i was cleaning out my room.
people have changed a lot since i was in treatment. i was reading letters sent me while i was in there and letters people left me.
one of those people is completely out of my life now. the other one is about 25% there.
one wrote that they couldn't stop thinking about me and were counting the days until i got out.
the other one said they didn't know what to do without me there and things were so different.
i haven't seen one of those people in about 3 months.
the other, i haven't hung out with in about 2 or 3 weeks.
and both told me they loved me.