this can't happen

May 06, 2007 00:06

i can't have a mental breakdown before the end of this semester.

i was cleaning out my room.

people have changed a lot since i was in treatment. i was reading letters sent me while i was in there and letters people left me.

one of those people is completely out of my life now. the other one is about 25% there.

one wrote that they couldn't stop thinking about me and were counting the days until i got out.

the other one said they didn't know what to do without me there and things were so different.

i haven't seen one of those people in about 3 months.

the other, i haven't hung out with in about 2 or 3 weeks.

and both told me they loved me.
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