May 30, 2005 13:10
i fucking hate not haveing a car i hate that i dont have my license i hate my family alot of the times i hate the favortism that is shown i hate not having seriously any friends i hate waiting on people to go somewhere i hate relying on people to do something i hate looking at my phone i hopes of a call from a friend sense i do have 98 peoples numbers not one calls me not fucking one i hate going to place of work that i cant stand i hate doing nothing on my god damn days off i hate plans being canceled i hate lieing i hate alot of things right now i hate fakeness i hate watching tv shows i have seen a million times becuase i have no fucking life i hate my life i hate the place i live i hate the things i do i hate the things i can do i hate not hainvg money i hate not being able to earn enough money i hate lovieng someone who pisses me off so much i hate laying in my bed at night crying and wondering i hate this fucking computer i hate alcohol but i drink it i hate people acting like they are my friends when they talk shit i fucking hate everything im a fucking hateful bitch i hate it! i hate it so much i cant even stand it i hate typing something i can barely see i hate having bad eye vision i hate gaining wieght i hate how i look i hate my hair i hate my face i hate being short i hate talking i hate being sad i just hate it!