SOMETIMES I FEEL UNSURE...
So my summer so far has pretty much been nothing but work and sitting at my house with cody and gina. My dad got out like a week ago, we had towake up at 4 in the morning to go get him. last tuesday i went up to codys house. The next day we went to this rope swing thing. It was alot of fun, except i was to scared to go off the big rope and all the bugs that bit me. Thursday he took his drivers test and passed (: then we came back here. Yesterday i went to a show with gina, cody and john. It was the first show i have been to in a long time. I actually have off today and tomorrow. Tomorrow night im going to a curve game with my work hah. Everything is freee so i dont care.
I really want to start hanging out with more people and getting out of my house. But people tell me they are going to call and dont. It upsets me. Its also hard cause i usually work part of the day and im too tired to do anything or get ready.
I havent talked to my mom for like a week, i wish she would realize what she is doing and how wrong it is. I love her so much i just wish she would change.
The other night gina found something in my dads room that upset us both so much. I try to believe that he is a changed person and wont go back to that stuff, yet its hard when he has went back to it soo many times, leaving my sister and i hopeless. He is living with my gram and has to for about 3 months, so me , gina , and cody are all by ourselves.
I think i am going to go take my permit today. And im starting to save up for a car (:
I really want to start hanging out with more people and getting out of my house. But people tell me they are going to call and dont. It upsets me. Its also hard cause i usually work part of the day and im too tired to do anything or get ready.
I havent talked to my mom for like a week, i wish she would realize what she is doing and how wrong it is. I love her so much i just wish she would change.
The other night gina found something in my dads room that upset us both so much. I try to believe that he is a changed person and wont go back to that stuff, yet its hard when he has went back to it soo many times, leaving my sister and i hopeless. He is living with my gram and has to for about 3 months, so me , gina , and cody are all by ourselves.
I think i am going to go take my permit today. And im starting to save up for a car (: