Jan 16, 2006 17:09
Im in a really pissed off mood right now. But i feel like updating to keep my mind off somethings.
Recently ive been hanging out with Ashley Rose<33 I missed her soo much. We went to the mall thursday and she stayed over. Friday I went and picked her up at her house and we went to circut city to see if i could get a card for my cell phone but they didnt sell them there anymore, then we went to the mall for a bit. I saw Mario there. I tried to see if him and his friends wanted to buy a gift card off me so i could get minutes haha but it didnt work. We left then and walked over to Ponderosa and almost got hit by a car crossing the street. haha we always have the best times together<3 Then we waited for Kaytln to get off work and then we went to Ashleys and just hung out. I had like an anxiety attack or something and got really sick , but i wont get into all that. It was bad. Saturday i came home and sat around for most of the day then talked to Mario and i got a shower and such and went to his house at like 7:30 and left at 11:30 ... we watched The House Of Wax , it was a freaky movie. I had fun. It seemed like the old times<"3 ... Then i came home and just went to bed. Yesterday i sat in the house all day till Ashley Britt and some Brandon guy came and got me. We just drove around and stopped at houses the whole night, around 12 or 1 me and Ashley came back here and just talked ; sat online; then talked on the phone till it died on me.
I dont like when some people say they are going to call and dont; basically LIARS. This isnt just to one specific person its just like in general.
I hate most girls... this is probably why i have a good amount of guy friends that i can tallk to about anything like Garrett.
Girls are sooo gay, like some of them can be sooo stupid and doo things that are sooo low.. and then not realize it for a while. But guys are just as bad. I guess you cant win either way with guys and girls. WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND. ;asldfjljlkjsaf j i wish i could just slap some girls but im not a violent person like that. And it doesnt solve anything but yeahh...
im saying all this stuff because i just found something out today that really hurt my feelings, like i want to cry but i cant because all my emotions are being kept inside, i usually do this but it gets to hard sometimes and i just have to let them out some way some how.. And i wish guys werent soo stupid to see when they have something good right infront of their face. Sometimes i wonder how you dont find something out if sooo many people are supposed to know about it. But this is all just a life lesson i guess... but im done going on with this ill prob. update a little later if i feel like it.
you.should.prob.just.die.