nikki give up the fucking feminist sweepstakes its not me ..i leave bread to follow
the trail of existance its in a subconcious pitful ameoba dream...these random dreams lead me to a spirtual dream i had it seemed like a real dream a real escape my mom though never wanted me to fucking have a life..and takes away my motiviation for positive choices since i was the one who slipped where all evil and assholes were the first sperms out of your dads dick i dont feel left out at all i feel like i need to die i want to die its not even what i want to go into you see theres nothing but this racing gray and black energy i took it i spat out i dont remember anything of my conception like beavis my friend ..haha no i wish i was at that point but you see i think its a great sensation that you should slow down and be old to get the age factor out of your head and forget about the thing you call a birthday its just day and night its just a fucking crapfest i had this intresting perspect or food for thought about abrollars practicing the art of giving head and the man paying for the abrollar not washing his hands paying for a indirect blowjob or that whole hey you cant suck a dick the simple factor that convience is the bottom of the barrow think of all the factors of it the creativity that was munipulated and how your in this wierd fucking time factor where it could seem that history is fucking fake like it was never there all that shit throw it away its funny it could seem that im just adapting i had some dark times in my life..try playing silent hill for 10 hours and go to sleep the repeditvness of that game makes you think about tetris and paying for shoes that your shoes should be less the 40 dollars since money is for squares at the end anyways im going to get greenday to come down and play a show for me ...those fuckos made me fall from a adict if you want to see them in this akward hey im fucking in a deep hate an theres nothing i can say or do to let you see what i see hahah this music is really comforting Minor Threat where the fuck is that cd fuck you mario thats my prized i always come back to cd thats below the belt you crazy ass hahahh wow what to do ..shit!!!!!a samick and metalzoneconnected with a cool cat and a fucking marshall punk rock sound haha i dont know eat shit!!!