yesterday was a good day. what happened?
i hate my stupid fat body with its multiple infections and diseases. i wish it would just die or get better, either way i don't want to deal with it anymore.
i hate my stupid mind that twists things around and makes me angry or sad or mean to james. i don't know why he puts up with me.
i hate my stupid job... well not the job but i hate working for my clueless boss and not making enough money for what i put up with and how taken advantage of i feel. i want a new job where no one expects anything from me. i've had that all my life and not just from jobs and i'm sick of it.
i'm sick of everything.
i hate my stupid mind that twists things around and makes me angry or sad or mean to james. i don't know why he puts up with me.
i hate my stupid job... well not the job but i hate working for my clueless boss and not making enough money for what i put up with and how taken advantage of i feel. i want a new job where no one expects anything from me. i've had that all my life and not just from jobs and i'm sick of it.
i'm sick of everything.