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wow.its been forever since ive written. Aidans almost 7 months.yikes. time flys when your not having fun . . . .everthings hecktic and murderous as always.i feel blah constantly..and just fucking plain. i like this guy kyle, only something tells me he just thinks im an easy ride. but im use to it. *sobs* ive spent the last 3 er 4 years getting guys attention by useing my body and flirting around, it almost makes me feel used up. and i guess i am. why cant i find a guy whos perrfeect.