lifes about changing..nothing every stays the same

[shattered_pixie]

This isnt happening . . . .

its funny how one minute everything can be (seem) so perfect and the next
you're world comes crumbling down and you feel like you cant breathe!
thats exactly
exactly
EXACTLY . . how i feel . .
I told my parents finally they took it better than i expected.. ( thank god )
but that doesnt change that 7 months from now im going to be someones < MOM >

And that scares the shit out of me

im farther long than i thought . . i went to the doctor yesterday and they said
im almost 3 months!( due may 30th ) next time i go back they have to go INSIDE
me and get cells off my cervix! ..thats so NOT right *cringes* and take blood from
me ...and weigh me. ..and i can hear my babies heart beat now!!!!!!!

anyways corys acting like a complete ( Beep ) he needs to grow up..hes not
taking this seriously...hes into drugs so bad...*sighs*...which didnt bother
me at all ! before . .but im pregnant anf thats different . . . . .
he gets drunk EVERY night . . . and is stoned EVERYDAY . . . .what am i going to do
?????