×I'm not as ugly sad as You×
whoo.
went to the beach today, i wore my new bathing suit, new skirt, and trucker hat, hells yeah! bunches of people there, got bothered by swick some more for alcohol money, haha, then went to the baseball game with ana. gutterman was there, and michelle came a tidbit later. we saw JD, cause it was against atlantic... his face is weird, haha, but he has really hot arms and hands, so he's in the hot category. JV won, yay!
so yeah, and now i'm home...
then last night i went to michelle's with alex, jon, and haas... we left and went to jordan's. haha, i felt bad, i thought she knew we were coming... left her hizzouse and went to mcdonalds, (thank you for the fries michelle!! i'll pizzay you back soon!) then went back to michelle's. watched swat.. michelle and i were laying on alex and haas was on the other couch, haha, i invited him over but he didn't want to : ( then alex drove me home, i got in at 1 or 2.. i can't remember which.. and i'm not in trouble, yay!
so yeah, now everyone has to fill this out about me
1. Your name (NOT optional):
2. What You Think About Me:
3. Am I one of your friends?:
4. Am I nice to you?:
5. HONESTLY do you think I'm Hot,Pretty,Cute,OK,Ugly, Disgusting?:
6. Do you ever think about me offline?:
7. What do you like best about me?:
8. What annoys you most about me?:
9. Two words to describe me:
10. Do you notice a strange habit I have?:
11. What is the nicest thing I have done for you?:
12. When you hear my name what do you think of?:
13. What is my best feature?:
14. What person do you picture me with?:
15: Where do you think we'll be in 10 years?
16: Do we spend a lot of time together? If so, what was one of the best times we've ever had together?
Opposite Sex
17. Would you ever go out with me?
18. Would you ever kiss me?
19. Would you ever take a trip to a deserted island with me?
20. Bang me harder then a fender bender?
Is this me yay or nay?
21. Outgoing -
22. Shy -
23. Caring -
24. Nice -
25. Sweet -
26. Mean -
27. Weird -
28. Crazy -
29. Smart -
30. Stupid -
31. Dark -
32. Bright -
33. Funny -
34. Freaky -
35. Say anything about me:
alright, now for the thoughts part of my entry : )
i think i've lost every ounce of self-value i ever had. i'm not afraid of people, i'm alot more outgoing that i ever was, and i'm wearing clothes that reveal skin. i really don't give a shit about myself anymore... i dunno, maybe its just in comparison to how freaked out about everything i used to be it just seems this way.
bah.
i want the past back.. any part of it would be nice.
you know that feeling when there's something you need to tell someone, but you can't? and even if you could you wouldn't cause its unfair to others and would mess up a lot of shit?? yeah... i've never had to deal with this before, i've always said what i wanted to someone.. and i definitely could say it, but i don't want to deal with the consequences. eff.
went to the beach today, i wore my new bathing suit, new skirt, and trucker hat, hells yeah! bunches of people there, got bothered by swick some more for alcohol money, haha, then went to the baseball game with ana. gutterman was there, and michelle came a tidbit later. we saw JD, cause it was against atlantic... his face is weird, haha, but he has really hot arms and hands, so he's in the hot category. JV won, yay!
so yeah, and now i'm home...
then last night i went to michelle's with alex, jon, and haas... we left and went to jordan's. haha, i felt bad, i thought she knew we were coming... left her hizzouse and went to mcdonalds, (thank you for the fries michelle!! i'll pizzay you back soon!) then went back to michelle's. watched swat.. michelle and i were laying on alex and haas was on the other couch, haha, i invited him over but he didn't want to : ( then alex drove me home, i got in at 1 or 2.. i can't remember which.. and i'm not in trouble, yay!
so yeah, now everyone has to fill this out about me
1. Your name (NOT optional):
2. What You Think About Me:
3. Am I one of your friends?:
4. Am I nice to you?:
5. HONESTLY do you think I'm Hot,Pretty,Cute,OK,Ugly, Disgusting?:
6. Do you ever think about me offline?:
7. What do you like best about me?:
8. What annoys you most about me?:
9. Two words to describe me:
10. Do you notice a strange habit I have?:
11. What is the nicest thing I have done for you?:
12. When you hear my name what do you think of?:
13. What is my best feature?:
14. What person do you picture me with?:
15: Where do you think we'll be in 10 years?
16: Do we spend a lot of time together? If so, what was one of the best times we've ever had together?
Opposite Sex
17. Would you ever go out with me?
18. Would you ever kiss me?
19. Would you ever take a trip to a deserted island with me?
20. Bang me harder then a fender bender?
Is this me yay or nay?
21. Outgoing -
22. Shy -
23. Caring -
24. Nice -
25. Sweet -
26. Mean -
27. Weird -
28. Crazy -
29. Smart -
30. Stupid -
31. Dark -
32. Bright -
33. Funny -
34. Freaky -
35. Say anything about me:
alright, now for the thoughts part of my entry : )
i think i've lost every ounce of self-value i ever had. i'm not afraid of people, i'm alot more outgoing that i ever was, and i'm wearing clothes that reveal skin. i really don't give a shit about myself anymore... i dunno, maybe its just in comparison to how freaked out about everything i used to be it just seems this way.
bah.
i want the past back.. any part of it would be nice.
you know that feeling when there's something you need to tell someone, but you can't? and even if you could you wouldn't cause its unfair to others and would mess up a lot of shit?? yeah... i've never had to deal with this before, i've always said what i wanted to someone.. and i definitely could say it, but i don't want to deal with the consequences. eff.