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so... my life update
I WORK ALL THE FUCKIN TIME! honestly... i work like 5-6 days straight for 6,7, even 8 hours a time and its gay considering i have school 30 hours a week as it is! my senior year... suppose to be enjoying it but i did the "right" thing taking challenging courses so i actually have to work for my grade and try and work to pay my bills on top of everything else im just sick of it im so stressed i just wanna fuckin quit everything... so screw it, stop caring, stop working, stop paying, everything!
uuuuuuuuuugh, ok glad i got that out
but yeah, sword game... my last fricken sword game of high school and guess what, im working! what a suprise... so i can go for like, an hour max which deff blows then go to work 3-11, gaaaaaay! and completely illegal cuz minors arent suppose to work past 945 pm, and yes i know that for a fact~ >:|
so i have time for nothing... i feel like im slipping from my friends cuz i never have the time to hang out or be included in there plans cuz if im not working my moms being a fag about getting homework done! uuuuugh and to think this year was suppose to be the best!
i dont even see drew anymore ='( i miss him so much it sucks... its been like 2 weeks and i think weve seen each other like 2 or 3 times... and he was sick and i couldnt even go see him to make him feel better, FUCKIN A! honestly... i love you baby, i miss you im sorry ill try and make more time for you i promise... <33
idk whatever... just had to vent for a bit
I WORK ALL THE FUCKIN TIME! honestly... i work like 5-6 days straight for 6,7, even 8 hours a time and its gay considering i have school 30 hours a week as it is! my senior year... suppose to be enjoying it but i did the "right" thing taking challenging courses so i actually have to work for my grade and try and work to pay my bills on top of everything else im just sick of it im so stressed i just wanna fuckin quit everything... so screw it, stop caring, stop working, stop paying, everything!
uuuuuuuuuugh, ok glad i got that out
but yeah, sword game... my last fricken sword game of high school and guess what, im working! what a suprise... so i can go for like, an hour max which deff blows then go to work 3-11, gaaaaaay! and completely illegal cuz minors arent suppose to work past 945 pm, and yes i know that for a fact~ >:|
so i have time for nothing... i feel like im slipping from my friends cuz i never have the time to hang out or be included in there plans cuz if im not working my moms being a fag about getting homework done! uuuuugh and to think this year was suppose to be the best!
i dont even see drew anymore ='( i miss him so much it sucks... its been like 2 weeks and i think weve seen each other like 2 or 3 times... and he was sick and i couldnt even go see him to make him feel better, FUCKIN A! honestly... i love you baby, i miss you im sorry ill try and make more time for you i promise... <33
idk whatever... just had to vent for a bit