I put my kitty to sleep this morning...
I think since 9:00 Ive only spent about an hour not crying...
and thats when I was with Jess and Jasmine.
I know its a little retarded to carry on about a cat... but... I dont give a fuck.
I loved the little shit. Still do. He was My first pet. I've had him for 17 years (actually.. its 9 days away from his 17th birthday...= / )
I really seriously miss him already.
and to top it all off... my mother is being awful about it all.
She has brought me to tears a half a dozen times today, without remorse. I dont know
how a person can be as heartless as shes been today. It really scares me.
I wasnt aware that one person could be so mean spirited.
♥ my Tubby Kitty ♥