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i've noticed i have to stop joking around cuz i'll send people the wrong message. i might lose my best friend over it. wow: sometimes I really hate how foolish i act. i'm not naming any names but i already have a couple people who thought i was mad, or is just fed up.
+ i'm either treating people like shit or just payin too much attention to them. (this entry is friends only just so I know these are people who understand me.) i'm obviously having issues with my friendships with other people; i just really don't know what to do anymore. it really sucks to be on a team where none of your original friends are: sometimes at lunch, i just really don't know what to talk about so i try to make people laugh just to know that i'm still wanted.
i know my recent entries have been depressive: but this just really helps my feelings to be let out.
bunches of love
+ i'm either treating people like shit or just payin too much attention to them. (this entry is friends only just so I know these are people who understand me.) i'm obviously having issues with my friendships with other people; i just really don't know what to do anymore. it really sucks to be on a team where none of your original friends are: sometimes at lunch, i just really don't know what to talk about so i try to make people laugh just to know that i'm still wanted.
i know my recent entries have been depressive: but this just really helps my feelings to be let out.
bunches of love