a melody softly soaring thru my atmosphere
went to the forest last night with pat to watch sam and others play guitar. got there a little early.... but the fun didnt start really til ed clayton and drew showed up.. with beer! hooray. so i had some beer. pat left to go to hooters to see jennie. oh well. so i hung out with ed clayton drew and brian west. we went to the olympic star for food. i was ...tipsy. everything was funny. too bad i didnt finish my burger because it was really good.
then we went to the currency exhange so they could cash their checks but ed lost his license! so he couldnt.
its okay though, because dan z's parents were out of town so he was havin a little party. so we went there and drank s'more. aaron (a la rushmores) was there so that was cool. oh and jeff jablonski too! that kid was wasted. oh man. good times. so me and ed and brian drank the rest of the 40oz of malt liquor that we were offered. it was like watered down beer. not very good. toward the end it was just me, ed, clayton, drew, dan and chris m. that was fun. sittin around. dan and chris were on more than just alcohol... i was the most sober person there. haha as usual i guess. no wait, brian had less than me. oh well it was very fun. although i now have a mosquito bite on my cheek from sitting outside on dan's deck for how ever many hours.
today i woke up and i was ok. didnt feel hung over. went to Kohls with my mom and to lunch at Einstein Bros. i love bagels. i started to feel bad halfway thru that. i forced the rest of the food down. there was a lot of little kids. more than ive ever seen in that place. its like healthy food. how do parents get their kids to eat it? i wouldnt have liked it when i was little. anyway, there was a boy there. kept screaming. i think he had autism or something. which you know. thats terrible. and im a terrible human being for wishing he would shut the fuck up so that i could eat my lunch in peace.
came home and watched Prozac Nation.
went to work at 4.
depressed from watching Prozac Nation.
i cant make up my mind if i actually like Christina Ricci.
i think shes a good actress but i just.. i dont know. never mind its not really worth writing about.
work was slow.
what did i expect though?
i just watched Imaginary Heroes.
great movie.
Emile Hirsch is brilliant.
that writer/director is super brilliant. it was his first movie. hes 25ish. im amazed. how can people be that talented. im not that talented at anything.
pats having a pool party tomorrow.
so i suppose ill be going to that.
which means ill have to shave.
shit.
i hate being a girl.
boys always complain about shaving there face.
try two legs!
i havent showered in a while.
well i mean. i wash myself. just not my hair. in a few days.
im so weird sometimes. like i cant stand germs sometimes. but then i wont shower for days and i totally feel fine about that. i guess because its my own germs?
youd think id be grossed out about kissing then.
i guess i really dont dwell on it.
the heart overpowers the mind on that one.
i cant fucking stand how gorgeous this new Death Cab for Cutie album is.
i mean.
its fucking fantastic.
fuck.
then we went to the currency exhange so they could cash their checks but ed lost his license! so he couldnt.
its okay though, because dan z's parents were out of town so he was havin a little party. so we went there and drank s'more. aaron (a la rushmores) was there so that was cool. oh and jeff jablonski too! that kid was wasted. oh man. good times. so me and ed and brian drank the rest of the 40oz of malt liquor that we were offered. it was like watered down beer. not very good. toward the end it was just me, ed, clayton, drew, dan and chris m. that was fun. sittin around. dan and chris were on more than just alcohol... i was the most sober person there. haha as usual i guess. no wait, brian had less than me. oh well it was very fun. although i now have a mosquito bite on my cheek from sitting outside on dan's deck for how ever many hours.
today i woke up and i was ok. didnt feel hung over. went to Kohls with my mom and to lunch at Einstein Bros. i love bagels. i started to feel bad halfway thru that. i forced the rest of the food down. there was a lot of little kids. more than ive ever seen in that place. its like healthy food. how do parents get their kids to eat it? i wouldnt have liked it when i was little. anyway, there was a boy there. kept screaming. i think he had autism or something. which you know. thats terrible. and im a terrible human being for wishing he would shut the fuck up so that i could eat my lunch in peace.
came home and watched Prozac Nation.
went to work at 4.
depressed from watching Prozac Nation.
i cant make up my mind if i actually like Christina Ricci.
i think shes a good actress but i just.. i dont know. never mind its not really worth writing about.
work was slow.
what did i expect though?
i just watched Imaginary Heroes.
great movie.
Emile Hirsch is brilliant.
that writer/director is super brilliant. it was his first movie. hes 25ish. im amazed. how can people be that talented. im not that talented at anything.
pats having a pool party tomorrow.
so i suppose ill be going to that.
which means ill have to shave.
shit.
i hate being a girl.
boys always complain about shaving there face.
try two legs!
i havent showered in a while.
well i mean. i wash myself. just not my hair. in a few days.
im so weird sometimes. like i cant stand germs sometimes. but then i wont shower for days and i totally feel fine about that. i guess because its my own germs?
youd think id be grossed out about kissing then.
i guess i really dont dwell on it.
the heart overpowers the mind on that one.
i cant fucking stand how gorgeous this new Death Cab for Cutie album is.
i mean.
its fucking fantastic.
fuck.