All That I've Got
Okay, so I'm tired of feeling like I have to hide my feelings from people on my journal... So, here's a bit from my Diary.
"June 2, 2005 - Thursday
Something's wrong here, I'm not sure what it is. Nothing feels right anymore. I am in no way, shape, or form emo, even though it seems like it sometimes. I guess that's been on my mind ever since yesterday when Logan accused me of being emo when I didn't have any idea what suffering was. He was practically yelling at me and... Oh my God did it piss me off. And Dillon's not what I want anymore, I don't even know what I want. It's like... he talks about wanting to make out with me, but never tries to. Ugh, before I didn't want to be like a typical couple, but hasn't it been 'not the typical couple' for long enough? I feel like I could be doing so much better than him. And when I'm on the verge of breaking up with him, I have a change of heart. I want to let go, but I don't know how. It's like I'm addicted to tragedy.
Strangely Confused,
Taylor"
I'm going to be the downfall of myself.
"June 2, 2005 - Thursday
Something's wrong here, I'm not sure what it is. Nothing feels right anymore. I am in no way, shape, or form emo, even though it seems like it sometimes. I guess that's been on my mind ever since yesterday when Logan accused me of being emo when I didn't have any idea what suffering was. He was practically yelling at me and... Oh my God did it piss me off. And Dillon's not what I want anymore, I don't even know what I want. It's like... he talks about wanting to make out with me, but never tries to. Ugh, before I didn't want to be like a typical couple, but hasn't it been 'not the typical couple' for long enough? I feel like I could be doing so much better than him. And when I'm on the verge of breaking up with him, I have a change of heart. I want to let go, but I don't know how. It's like I'm addicted to tragedy.
Strangely Confused,
Taylor"
I'm going to be the downfall of myself.