lonely days...
Well, this is my first entry! lol i'm new at this i'm not an expert so be nice everyone. lol.ok well where to start? these past days I have been so disdtraught. I have been missing my ex-boyfriend so much! We went out for 4 1/2 years. We broke up like two months ago and I still have all his pictures up and all his gifts. I even visit his family regularly. Is that crazy???
stepharooo knows how much this guy really means to me. He is my world. I dated him when I was 13 and now i'm 18. He's all I have ever known. I dont want that to change. We are curently taking a "break" from each other.He is such a graet guy! You know that saying is true, you don't know what you have until it's gone. I picture this guy as my husband! He plays baseball and he is a catcher for Nova South Eastern University. He lives in an apt. in fort lauderdale. I wish I could be there with him right now. If I could I would turn back time and do things differently but unfortunetly I can't. Life really sucks! Well n-e ways just a liitle insight on my life right about now. You will never know how much I truely miss you...Noel
ps. Thank you _leilanie for helping me make this lj