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Last night was so much fun!! Tom, Jon Paul, Caleb and myself met with Miranda at coyotes for karaoke. It was the first time I preformed in front of a large group of people. I was a bit intimidated to say the least. Caleb and I sang/rapped to a Snoop Dogg song, that is to say we tried. It was great ... for the majority of the song we were laughing our asses off. Although we proved no talent, we definitely put on one hell of a show! (Although i don't know how much talent rap really requires). Miranda and Tom's duet was done really well, it definitely was Tom's best song of the evening. I think Miranda is vocally gifted, and I loved listening to her solo's. It surprises me that no band locally has tried to profit from her talent. Jon Paul and Caleb's solo of Marilyn Manson's "Dope show" was pretty good also. No one in our group (with the exception of Miranda), had ever done karaoke before. I think we are a brave bunch! Especially Tom, who went up to sing three times!! I am looking forward to going next week, maybe do a solo? I wish they had Christian Death as a selection! I think i can emulate rozz's voice/style pretty well.
It's funny how you can know someone for six years, and not really actually know them. (Well ... technically 3 1/2 to 4 years, There was some time spent apart). I have always been attracted to this person physically but felt that we somewhat clashed mentally. Obviously not enough that I would'nt associate myself with him ... we still talk. Almost always when we hang out, we are with a group of people. This has has been pretty much the trend throughout the duration of our relationship, which does'nt provide much time for one on one communication (I'm sure this is just my excuse). But anyway, as of late alot of the time we spend together we wish to spend alone, talking, digging deep into each other's minds, finding commonality that we never thought existed. Unlocking great potential for a strong/healthy relationship. As time goes by and our relationship matures i cant help thinking, am I falling in love? Love is a confusing emotion! Well i guess we will just have to see where this all goes. I don't know that I really want to get into a serious relationship at this point. I have been really ambitious, lately, and I seem to work better alone. If I learned anything from past relationships it's that I lavish way too much attention toward that person and I often put off/forget the importance of myself/goals and years later I end up no where. If I get with someone I need them to be supportive and will help motivate, I am doing so well and already have enough distractions.
Speaking of my ambitions, I am finally going to take my High School equivalency test, July 9th! Yeah!! Not having that stupid certificate has held me back more than I ever thought possible!! After that hopefully college. My dad said he might pay for some college tuition. Doors of opportunity are knocking.
And I am rambling.....
It's funny how you can know someone for six years, and not really actually know them. (Well ... technically 3 1/2 to 4 years, There was some time spent apart). I have always been attracted to this person physically but felt that we somewhat clashed mentally. Obviously not enough that I would'nt associate myself with him ... we still talk. Almost always when we hang out, we are with a group of people. This has has been pretty much the trend throughout the duration of our relationship, which does'nt provide much time for one on one communication (I'm sure this is just my excuse). But anyway, as of late alot of the time we spend together we wish to spend alone, talking, digging deep into each other's minds, finding commonality that we never thought existed. Unlocking great potential for a strong/healthy relationship. As time goes by and our relationship matures i cant help thinking, am I falling in love? Love is a confusing emotion! Well i guess we will just have to see where this all goes. I don't know that I really want to get into a serious relationship at this point. I have been really ambitious, lately, and I seem to work better alone. If I learned anything from past relationships it's that I lavish way too much attention toward that person and I often put off/forget the importance of myself/goals and years later I end up no where. If I get with someone I need them to be supportive and will help motivate, I am doing so well and already have enough distractions.
Speaking of my ambitions, I am finally going to take my High School equivalency test, July 9th! Yeah!! Not having that stupid certificate has held me back more than I ever thought possible!! After that hopefully college. My dad said he might pay for some college tuition. Doors of opportunity are knocking.
And I am rambling.....