all in due time...
here i am updating again and using my hurt finger to type because I am determined to get a decent sized update for yous.
okay so ill just do this,
first the good, then the bad then the ugly.
good:
i moved out of my parents house
bad:
they plotted my removal from the house
ugly:
they didnt let me take my son with me and left me with no choice but to let him stay with them for the sake of his emotional and physical happiness.
good:
i am with a wonderful man named adam and we are completely in love.
bad:
im still married to my babys daddy
ugly:
im still married and cant divorce because of insurance reasons. but in that department its all good.
good:
my makeup business is going well. Ive been doing alot of new things, making good money and updating my portfolio.
bad:
no bad
ugly:
only before i get the makeup on em.
good:
im still in cosmetology school
bad:
ive still got 8 months to go.
ugly:
i dont really like hair that much.
good:
aidan is doing great, he is a year and a half now very smart, energetic, a really good child.
bad:
i dont see him nearly enough
ugly:
im missing my son grow up.
okay that about sums it up for now...my life is a real cluster fuck right now and has been so i do apologize for my absence...but i know you guys know me and can relate. so hang in there with me folks.
i am patient, i am stronger than anyone could ever imagine. even myself. I will pull through all of this WITHOUT meds ha ha and damnit i will get the absolute pleasure of telling my crazy fucked up parents and all those who ever doubted me to kiss my rich white ass.
so its all good, at the same time bad, and ugly just makes it interesting.
love you guys.
its good to be back.
okay so ill just do this,
first the good, then the bad then the ugly.
good:
i moved out of my parents house
bad:
they plotted my removal from the house
ugly:
they didnt let me take my son with me and left me with no choice but to let him stay with them for the sake of his emotional and physical happiness.
good:
i am with a wonderful man named adam and we are completely in love.
bad:
im still married to my babys daddy
ugly:
im still married and cant divorce because of insurance reasons. but in that department its all good.
good:
my makeup business is going well. Ive been doing alot of new things, making good money and updating my portfolio.
bad:
no bad
ugly:
only before i get the makeup on em.
good:
im still in cosmetology school
bad:
ive still got 8 months to go.
ugly:
i dont really like hair that much.
good:
aidan is doing great, he is a year and a half now very smart, energetic, a really good child.
bad:
i dont see him nearly enough
ugly:
im missing my son grow up.
okay that about sums it up for now...my life is a real cluster fuck right now and has been so i do apologize for my absence...but i know you guys know me and can relate. so hang in there with me folks.
i am patient, i am stronger than anyone could ever imagine. even myself. I will pull through all of this WITHOUT meds ha ha and damnit i will get the absolute pleasure of telling my crazy fucked up parents and all those who ever doubted me to kiss my rich white ass.
so its all good, at the same time bad, and ugly just makes it interesting.
love you guys.
its good to be back.