"i already made like an infinity of those in scout camp"
only one more final then its done :)
i'm not sure if going into high school is a big deal or not, but i think i'm making it into one. some of the time i don't even care and i'm just really really happy to be out of school, and at other times i feel really nostalgic and feel like i'll miss the middle school a lot. actually, i'm not sure if i'll miss the middle school itself, just being familiar with where i am. and i'll miss schalkie and bobin of course (bobin owns you). i am really excited about being with new people, and a little nervous cause i doubt i'll make any friends haha. but yeah i think i'm gonna miss being so familiar with everything and just starting something so different kinda irks me. but i'll get over it. its probably not even that big of a deal.
ok i got the end of the year entry done with haha no more about that.
sundays fathers day and i feel really bad because my dad just cannot relax. he has too much shit that he gets from his job, the house, and my mom. i'm gonna try to make sunday happy for him tho.
sue and i had a long talk today in the car about my mom and it got me thinking a lot. i definitely love her (you're not allowed to hate your mom) but sometimes it just seems impossible to like her. i just sometimes wish she'd be a little more...nurturing? i dunno haha i'm bad at words.
and i talked with my g-unit (grandma) on the phone today and she was talking about how some people can make any experience so wonderful but doing something as small as holding your hand through it. its so true. i've been doing way to much thinking lately lol. mexican pizza is wonderful.
ok lucia and i ARE seeing napolean dynamite (which is the funniest thing i have ever seen. i watched the trailer 234023 times tonight) and soul plane. and i slept over at her house last night and it was very fun and we watched scary movie 3 and talked a lot. then we went to bagel bin in the morning w00t w00t.
oh oh darien lake next week! excited is mee
i'm not sure if going into high school is a big deal or not, but i think i'm making it into one. some of the time i don't even care and i'm just really really happy to be out of school, and at other times i feel really nostalgic and feel like i'll miss the middle school a lot. actually, i'm not sure if i'll miss the middle school itself, just being familiar with where i am. and i'll miss schalkie and bobin of course (bobin owns you). i am really excited about being with new people, and a little nervous cause i doubt i'll make any friends haha. but yeah i think i'm gonna miss being so familiar with everything and just starting something so different kinda irks me. but i'll get over it. its probably not even that big of a deal.
ok i got the end of the year entry done with haha no more about that.
sundays fathers day and i feel really bad because my dad just cannot relax. he has too much shit that he gets from his job, the house, and my mom. i'm gonna try to make sunday happy for him tho.
sue and i had a long talk today in the car about my mom and it got me thinking a lot. i definitely love her (you're not allowed to hate your mom) but sometimes it just seems impossible to like her. i just sometimes wish she'd be a little more...nurturing? i dunno haha i'm bad at words.
and i talked with my g-unit (grandma) on the phone today and she was talking about how some people can make any experience so wonderful but doing something as small as holding your hand through it. its so true. i've been doing way to much thinking lately lol. mexican pizza is wonderful.
ok lucia and i ARE seeing napolean dynamite (which is the funniest thing i have ever seen. i watched the trailer 234023 times tonight) and soul plane. and i slept over at her house last night and it was very fun and we watched scary movie 3 and talked a lot. then we went to bagel bin in the morning w00t w00t.
oh oh darien lake next week! excited is mee