when all else fails, resort to livejournal.
i havent been on here in ages - i really havent.
my last post was may 9th, and in that one i specifically mentioned how i hadnt been on livejournal in ages then, either.
i thought for a while i'd grown out of it; i was past all that "blogging" nonsense, and was ready to move onto bigger and better things.
so why did i still have it bookmarked along my toolbar, so that all i had to do was click it once, and i was back here again?
i think it's because, sometimes i have so many thoughts running around my head, i'm just dying to get them all out. only, it's not easy to do it with words - i've always been much better at writing than i have been at speaking my mind. and i cant very well do it on paper; my hand doesnt move fast enough for my thoughts, and i end up just as frustrated as i was before i started writing - only more so, because then my wrist hurts.
having said all that - i think i'm beyond this journal in particular. shashabee123 is so... juvenile. maybe that's why i havent been writing? i feel like a child, writing in a journal with a childish name. and so... i am left thinking of a new one, and until then, my thoughts will continue to bounce around inside me like bumper-cars.
basically... i've started a new chapter in my life.
actually, i started it months ago, but it's taken me this long to really get a firm footing and figure out just what it is i want to do with my life.
only, this is so huge that it doesnt just call for a new chapter - it calls for a whole new book. now i just have to figure out what to call it.
my last post was may 9th, and in that one i specifically mentioned how i hadnt been on livejournal in ages then, either.
i thought for a while i'd grown out of it; i was past all that "blogging" nonsense, and was ready to move onto bigger and better things.
so why did i still have it bookmarked along my toolbar, so that all i had to do was click it once, and i was back here again?
i think it's because, sometimes i have so many thoughts running around my head, i'm just dying to get them all out. only, it's not easy to do it with words - i've always been much better at writing than i have been at speaking my mind. and i cant very well do it on paper; my hand doesnt move fast enough for my thoughts, and i end up just as frustrated as i was before i started writing - only more so, because then my wrist hurts.
having said all that - i think i'm beyond this journal in particular. shashabee123 is so... juvenile. maybe that's why i havent been writing? i feel like a child, writing in a journal with a childish name. and so... i am left thinking of a new one, and until then, my thoughts will continue to bounce around inside me like bumper-cars.
basically... i've started a new chapter in my life.
actually, i started it months ago, but it's taken me this long to really get a firm footing and figure out just what it is i want to do with my life.
only, this is so huge that it doesnt just call for a new chapter - it calls for a whole new book. now i just have to figure out what to call it.