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Ok, so I have been thinking about this Florida thing. I think I do want to go, but then I think about the people I am leaving behind and I start to cry because I dont want to leave them, and thats what makes this hard. I want to go I think. I would stay, but from what it looks like now, I wont be able to keep a place. I know that I have friends saying they will take me, I even do have some family I can stay with, but I don't really want to "be a burden". I would like to rent this house from my mom if anyone is interested in doing this with me (let me know now if you are and we can chat later)
So, when I think about going to Florida, I think it would be a great new start for me and I could use it
Once I say to myself, "Ya, I will go" I end up thinking about how I am leaving my dad and my sis, along with my two best friends Sarah and Jessica. I don't want to leave them, I really don't, I love them too much, and how if I go, I wont get to see my friend Cody when he comes home from Iraq in the fall, and even the rest of my friends, I love them too, and I will miss them for sure as well.
This is way to hard for me. Like I just mentioned, I want to go, but I don't want to leave everyone and that's part why I can't decided what to do.
Maybe I should just stay.......
So, when I think about going to Florida, I think it would be a great new start for me and I could use it
Once I say to myself, "Ya, I will go" I end up thinking about how I am leaving my dad and my sis, along with my two best friends Sarah and Jessica. I don't want to leave them, I really don't, I love them too much, and how if I go, I wont get to see my friend Cody when he comes home from Iraq in the fall, and even the rest of my friends, I love them too, and I will miss them for sure as well.
This is way to hard for me. Like I just mentioned, I want to go, but I don't want to leave everyone and that's part why I can't decided what to do.
Maybe I should just stay.......