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Its amazing how everything can go from really amazing to really horribly bad in a matter of like days.
so first off Alexia moved to california and didnt even tell me, i know we were kinda growing apart but im sure she could have informed me somehow, i guess we arent best friends anymore
now the worse thing...i just learned yesterday that my foster bro and sis are possibly going home on aug.18. we have had them for like two and a half years. they honestly are like one of the best things in my life. im gonna be at camp and if they are going home then im leaving half way through and driving home to see them before they leave. i guess the judge is really fair but the lawyer said he had lost stronger cases than this one. i was so sure that we were going to adopt them that this has completly torn me apart.
plus the fact that they went away this weekend with my mom to the cape and i leave on saterday to go to florida for a week and a half. then three days after i get home i go to camp. i just keep crying then i will get control then break down again.
then in like a month the other best thing in my life (Mar) is going to new york. i feel again like everyone is just leaving.
one good thing is that Im starting to become friends with cool people like Katie W. and Rachel P.
so first off Alexia moved to california and didnt even tell me, i know we were kinda growing apart but im sure she could have informed me somehow, i guess we arent best friends anymore
now the worse thing...i just learned yesterday that my foster bro and sis are possibly going home on aug.18. we have had them for like two and a half years. they honestly are like one of the best things in my life. im gonna be at camp and if they are going home then im leaving half way through and driving home to see them before they leave. i guess the judge is really fair but the lawyer said he had lost stronger cases than this one. i was so sure that we were going to adopt them that this has completly torn me apart.
plus the fact that they went away this weekend with my mom to the cape and i leave on saterday to go to florida for a week and a half. then three days after i get home i go to camp. i just keep crying then i will get control then break down again.
then in like a month the other best thing in my life (Mar) is going to new york. i feel again like everyone is just leaving.
one good thing is that Im starting to become friends with cool people like Katie W. and Rachel P.