i wish to sing of something

[shasha1327]

i never know what to say
but i wish i did
i didn't look
but i wish i did

you weren't expecting me
but i wish you had
you didn't stay
but i wish you had

brazed as you walked away
i didn't mind

is it better to have said nothing and make it something
or to say something and make it nothing

it is something i suppose

a haunting

this shamefully compelling feeling

a secret desire to run into you again
but where?
this town is so small

this is the first time in months
i wondered what it would be like to kiss you
to talk to you

something
nothing
everything

i don't mind
brazed but so kind

i'm sorry i didn't say hi.