Just passing sometime.
010 THINGS I WISH I COULD SAY TO TEN DIFFERENT PEOPLE RIGHT NOW.
001. Someday I hope you will realize how much you have hurt me.
002. You mean more to me than you know. You are my motivation and many times inspiration.
003. I have always envied you.
004. I wish you would take more pride in yourself. You have such amazing talent.
005. Sometimes I sign offline because I don't feel like talking to you, because you are so immature.
006. You've made mistakes in your life, but I truly admire that you are making up for them.
007. There are days I wonder why we are still friends. Never has anyone made me face-palm so much.
008. I really wish you would acknowledge that I'm trying to get your attention.
009. Don't tell me what will make me happy. I know what makes me happy, and you don't.
010. If we don't move in together, I will be very sad, cause I know it will be amazing.
009 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF.
001. Most of my childhood was spent in front of the TV watching Disney shows, watching Vern play video games, or playing myself.
002. My fingers are crooked. I have my dad's soft hands and knuckles, but my mother's highly crooked fingers. Oh, and minor carpal tunnels.
003. I admit that I don't like somethings because it is too popular. But it's not really the "popular" aspect I don't like, it's the fans that tend to ruin it for me.
004. Someday I will actually do something with the vocational things I've taken throughout my life: Piano, Modeling, Medical Transcribing, Art.
005. I really am a hopeless romantic. Yes, I've never had a boyfriend, just various crushes that tend to crash and burn in moving away, death, or swinging the other way, and recently, ignoring me. Finding love is something I want, but I believe you can't find it when you look for it all the time. I want it to just happen. Someday.
006. I act the same way offline as I do online. There is some people that act differently, I don't. I'm just as weird and crazy when you meet me in person.
007. I love food. I have never refused to eat something even if it's something I don't really like. Only time I have refused is because I wasn't hungry, or was doing my diet. I'm not very fond of Mexican, but I will eat it. The food I can say I really don't like is lasagna, but I eat it anyway.
008. I actually do not mind the winter. I love wearing sweaters, jackets, and coats. It's just the snow that I don't like. But mostly driving in it.
009. I enjoy writing overly fluffy things and then downright depressing.
008 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART.
001. Stuffed animals or plushies
002. Books, comics, manga, doujinshi (within good taste)
003. Code Red Mountain Dew and/or Reeses's peanut butter cup
004. Hang out and watch stuff with me. Talk my novel with me. Or about nothing, really.
005. Take me to the beach. Or an ocean. Any kind of water.
006. Shiny things aka fandom goodies like merchandise or arts on the internet.
007. Music
008. Say you love me.
007 THINGS THAT CROSS MY MIND A LOT.
001. "What should I write today?"
002. Lately, it has been “What else can I do to torment you, Rales?”
003. “What should I do when I get home from work?”
004. Should I find another job that pays me more?
005. "Where do I want to move to?"
006. "Why is fandom so stupid?"
007. “I hate you, money.”
006 THINGS I DO BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP.
001. Check internets (LJ, DA, FB)
002. Say good night to Tammy.
003. Wash my face and brush my teeth and hair.
004. Family prayer.
005. Read my scriptures, if not too tired.
006. Lay in bed and think about LoA until I fall asleep.
005 PEOPLE WHO MEAN A LOT.
001. Parents
002. Brothers
003. Jen
004. Tammy
005. Jamie
004 THINGS I'M WEARING RIGHT NOW.
001. Jeans
002. Two-layered shirt
003. Underwear
004. Ring
003 SONGS I LISTEN TO OFTEN.
001. Goo Goo Dolls - Black Balloon
002. Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel
003. Miyano Mamoru - Garnet
002 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE.
001. Publish my novel.
002. Die happy.
001 CONFESSION.
001. I love blogging. that's why I do it everyday. Almost.